No, she didn't kill herself.

No, she didn't.

"But she did, Dan..." the voices hissed.

"Fuck off! I HATE YOU! All of you took away my sister. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO NEXT?!" I sobbed, kicking her bedside table.

I didn't feel physical pain, I was too numb. I only felt pain inside me.

My heart was churning, skipping one beat.

I wanted to throw up.

They took away Danielle.

I fucking hate myself.

For not being strong enough for her.

"It's your fault, Dan... you weren't good enough." The voices hissed again.

"I wasn't."

I ran upstairs, the guest room, it has a really high ceiling.

She must have killed herself there.

And then... I saw.

The ceiling fan, the rope, the chair, her corpse.

The blood was dripping from her body.

She was pale.

I cried harder, and looked for strong-enough-to-cut-a-rope scissors.

And then I found one.

I stood on the chair and cut the rope off, she fell on the bed.

I checked her heartbeat.

She was still alive.

I got up my phone from my pocket, it was now 2:30 AM.

I dialed 999.

"999, what's you-"

"MY SISTER JUST TRIED TO KILL HERSELF, CAN YOU PLEASE GO TO THIS ADDRESS."

I spat the address, and waited for the ambulance.

I knew this was going to happen.

But I was too dumb to see it coming.

I decided I should call Phil.

I dialed his number.

Ring, ring, ring.

He picked up.

"Phil, Phil, please go to my house, right away. My sister tried to kill herself, we can't go to the café, please Phil."

"D-Dan, I'm s-sorry. I'll be there."

Then he hung up. I was anxiously waiting for the ambulance, and Phil.

"I'm sorry, Dani. I wasn't strong, good enough. I let you down. I-I don't care-"

Weeyuweeyu (😂😂😂)

Beep, beep.

The sound of ambulances and Phil's car.

I looked out of the window and I saw Phil and the nurses dashing to my doorstep, the nurses were carrying a bed thing (dk what it's called) and then I heard knocking.

I slowly carried Dani out of the bed, I rushed downstairs and found the nurses and Phil.

There were looks of worry taped on the nurses' faces. Phil... well, he looked mortified.

The door was unlocked so they could go in.

I slowly went over to the bed and placed Dani.

"Sir, what is your relationship with this boy?" The nurses asked Phil.

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