Gio2saucy's little sister👑

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Today.......today.

Today I felt really weird.

I felt sick and tired.

I stood up fast and ran to the bathroom.

I slammed the door making everyone wakeup and seeing me vomiting.

Gio called the room service to come.

Elvisa and Christopher tryed to calm me down.

I was having a panic attack.

I had many things running through my mind.

I was so scared.

I didn't know what to do.

The room service came and cleaned up.

She called the hotels nurse to check on me

She said I was okay but I ate something that wasn good so I threw up.

Yeah.

I was okay now she gave me pills now I'm gucci.

I got ready but today we're off tour for a little bit because Gwen is helping out this charity for kids in need which is nice .

So me and Elvisa are staying with gio and Christopher.

We get ready and go the the event.

"Emily can I talk to you" Elvisa said.

"Sure" I said and walked with her to the bathroom.

"Emily I'm not calling you fat or anything but you look my thicker and wider" she said.

"Really?!" I said.

"Yup" she said.

"Eh it must be because I've been eating too much" I said.

"Eh" she shrugged and walked out said.

I stayed in the bathroom looking mystery in the mirror.

I got my phone and called the hospital.

I made an appointment.

I walked out the bathroom and went with Christopher.

The event started Elvisa and I will went to panda express, .

I love panda express but some reason the smell made me wanna vomit.

"Omg what the fuck is wrong with you emily" I said to myself.

I honestly don't know what's wrong with me in haven't even had sex.

Why am I like this.

Sorry for such short chapter as you know my mom has been in the hospital for my baby brother/sister dying while being in my mom's stomach.

I've been really sad and stressed over this situation.

You all are saying is not my fualt when it really is.

I've been putting my mom through so much stress.

It hurts me seeing my mom like this so I've been spending time with her trying to make her smile.

My mom hasn't eaten or gotten put of her room all day so I'm trying my best to make her happy.