I didn’t say anything I didn’t even look at her while she walked away, I knew I deserved a lot worse. But the farther she walked away the more my body ached for her. My wolf was getting mad at me for not running after her. But I knew it was better for me to stay where I was. I was no expert, but if she was under stress that wouldn’t be good for the baby.
I just sat there not knowing what I was going to do, but then I heard her humming. I looked up and she was sitting down rubbing her baby bump and humming to it. I think me being here upset her more than I thought it would…
I wanted to help calm her and the baby down so I began so sing the song while she hummed it.
“My sweet baby on loan from above,
No better treasure could I more love,
I stand here beside your bed as I pray
I lay my hand on your head and I say,
May you grow up to serve Him
All of your days,
May He lead you and guide you
In all of your ways,
May he bless your future with,
Friendships that last
May you cherish your youth
And not grow up too fast,
I stare in wonder at your tiny frame
Just to think God knows you by name
He knows every hair on your head
He knows your thoughts before they are said
May you grow up to serve Him
All of your days,
May He lead you and guide you
In all of your ways,
May he bless your future with,
Friendships that last
May you cherish your youth
And not grow up too fast,
May God grant you peace
in the midst of a storm
May God give you strength even
when you're forlorn
May you answer the door when
Jesus comes knocking
May wisdom guide when
your mouth is talkin'
May discretion protect you
and keep you pure
May you never stumble
or fall for a lure
May your heart remain humble
to the very end
May uprightness and truth
be what you defend
May the world not ensnare
or change who you are
May the light that's within you
shine like the stars
May angels surround you
body, spirit, mind
May favor and peace be yours to find
May rejection and pain
never reach you
May your spirit grow bold
for what you're called to
May you grow up to serve Him
All of your days,
May He lead you and guide you
In all of your ways,
May he bless your future with,
Friendships that last
May you cherish your youth
And not grow up too fast,
As you rest in God's care I will rest too
Knowing that Jesus is watching over you
Amen"
Once I was done singing, I was Glad I had came, Lilly was sitting there smiling and tears running down her face. I know she hates me now, but I will try my dam hardest to get her back I do love her and I know I will love her baby.
I got up and walked towards her slowly wondering what I was going to say. When I was standing in front of her, I know what I was going to say.
I knelt on one knee and began in a whisper, “Lilly, I am truly sorry for what I did three years ago. I know you may have this though in your head that after that night in the woods I just started to bang every girl I could, but I didn’t every time I saw another girl I compared her to you. No one could be as beautiful you. And even know I feel the same. And I just want you to know that I’m here for you, for BOTH of you. Please know that I love you Lilly…” She tried to cut me off but I didn’t let her, “Wait, let me finish…you don’t have to say anything…and if you and the baby need ANYTHING call me, ok?”
All she did was nodded her head while a new stream of tears started. I stood up, genially kissed her forehead and walked away.
That was until…
“Ah!…James!…help!”
Oh god! Lilly!
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Rejected, But Life goes on...
किशोर उपन्यासLilly's life gets turned upside down when she finds out that her life was nothing but a lie. Now she is faced with a new life, a secret, and rejection. But will she let it get to her? Or will she come out on top?
Part 9...A song
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