Hello world

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Hello world,
I'm Abbie and I'm a 15 year old girl and live in Ireland. I guess my life sucks but some of its good. I have 3 real friends, Rosie, Molly and Charlie but my parents are alcoholics, which is the bit that sucks.

I usually manage to get away from it all when I'm at school and go to my friends houses. Only 1 of them knows the situation I'm in because she's the only one I can trust, Charlie. Surprisingly I'm an A grade student and can pass all my exams. Well that's lucky because as soon as I can drive I'm going and never coming back, that's if I make it that far.

I've had to go and get myself help so when the doctors told me I had deprssion and I found out on my own. I always have to take my tablets on my own. It gets so hard. I cut myself too sometimes and I just want to leave for good.

All I have is music and friends. My dads the worst. My mums usually sober but not really. I have to look after myself, all I want to do is just have a loving mum and dad, nice house and maybe even a sibling but I can't get that now. My house is so messy and smelly. Never guess who has to clear it up? Me of course, little me. They've been like this since I was 10 and that's why I'm so confident I guess.
I need someone that's going to change things. That's why I'm making this blog.

Everyone just thinks I'm a normal girl but I'm far from normal.

Anyway goodbye world. ~Abbie

Hi it's me again, I just wanted to write this story because well its how I'm feeling at the moment and its the only inspiration I've got. Anyways this is so rushed but I might edit it later anyway.
Hope you like it ~Chloe xx

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