"Love"??

chapter one

I don't have friends because they flip flop... I don't have a nigga because they not loyal.... And I don't love because that shit hurts. Nichole is the name Nicole Anderson. I'm short light skin and Spanish. I have long curly hair... I get it from my mom. My parents died in a car crash back when I was 15 I'm seventeen now and it still hurts. They moved me to my aunt's and a year later she fell in love with a thug and became hooked up on meth . I watched my only thing left slowly die because of a thug. I hate him... All of them the same... Want the same thing... It's just disgusting. She still with him in fact he why we gotta move to Chicago. People looking for him(smh). This life anit easy this life anit sweet.

Get up.... Get up now my aunt said shaking the air mattress I was on.

There's no school today it's Saturday I said pulling the covers over my head

I know that but you gotta get up out of here my man on his way and we don't need no little girl in our face she said

Where am I supposed to go I don't know anybody

Look little girl that anit my problem you got five minutes to get up and get out before my man get her

Fuck yo man i said light under my breath

Huh

I just changed into my black tight fitting jogger pant whit shirt and whit air forces. My grandma sends me clothing and shoes and stuff like that every week. She just can't take care of me because she is really sick. I put my hair in a messy bun and grabbed my phone and was finna walk out the door when jmar her boyfriend came in.

Where you going he said eyeing me

Out ,I said trying to walk but he pulled me back

Why you in such a rush lil ma

I have to go but my aunt's in the back

Good so she can't hear us

Jmar let me go

Why

Jmar please let me go

He looked at me then kissed me.. I pulled back and wiped my lips I kicked him In his balls and ran.

Nancy pov (Nichole aunt)

I just finished my line up of meth when I heard jmar in there yelling. I ran in and he was on the floor holding his balls.

Baby what happened

Yo stupid ass kid kicked me in my balls and all I said to her was give yo uncle jmar a hug.

Nicole

Yeah her

Oh baby I'm sorry

Nah I'm done that girl need to be punished

Baby don't leave

No she need to be punished

OK I'll tell her to come home and you do what ever just stay.

Promise

I promise

Nichole pov

I'm just walking around when I bump into this sexy Carmel nigga that's like 6 feet had deep waves deep dimples and a six pack I think

My bad ma

Oh you good

Yeah but what's yo name

Nichole and yours

Jason

Nice to meet you Jason

You just moved out here or sum

Yeah I live in that house

I said pointing to my house witch wasn't that far.

Oh word

Yeah

As soon as I was finna speak again my aunt texting telling me I could come home.

OK well I gotta go

Ok well can I get a number

Um yeah

I gave him my phone and he did the same.

Well yeah bye I said

See ya around

I walked to my aunt's and opened the door to see jmar on the couch with a belt and my aunt sitting next to him

What y'all on

I heard you hit my man today

That's because yo man was all up on me

Stop lying I don't want yo lil ass when I got all of yo aunt.

So what y'all finna do whoop me . i said

My aunt stood up and walked towards me and slapped me. I slapped her back then jmar got up and punched me. I fell to the ground.

Pussy I mumbled

What was the jmar said getting in my face

I spit blood into his face causing him to get mad. He keep punching me and I was fighting back tile my aunt held my arms and legs back so I could do anything anymore.

When it was finally over I just laid there in pool of my blood. I thought how it would be if my parents didn't die. As I thought I fell in a  deep sleep