lost emotions

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Aphmau p.o.v

I parked in the drive thru and spoke to the lady in the front "excuse me I'm here to see my father my names Aphmau Phoenix" I said I could tell there were tears in my eyes "ah miss phoenix yes down on the left wing" she said and I ran down there

when I got there I saw my dad connected to a whole bunch of tubes and machines "DADDY" I yelled and ran to him and hugged him "Aph...mau" he said breathing heavily "daddy don't waste you're breath p-please" I said and he wiped the tears from my eyes "Aphmau... I love you and never forget that even... if i'm not here i will always love you" he said with a kind smile "daddy please don't leave me alone" I said crying "Aphmau... daughter you are never alone... you have you're mother you're friends you're brothers.... so never say you're alone" he said "I don't care you're my dad you are one of the only people who were there for me daddy pl-please don't leave me please" I said sobbing "Aphm-'beep'" "daddy d-daddy NOOOOOOOOOOO PLEASE NO PLEASE HELP SOMEONE PLEASE HELP" I yelled at the top of my lungs and a bunch of doctors came and told me to leave I just stood there on my knees crying waiting 

after I left the room I went to my car and just cryed I lost him first Andy... Clair... and now my dad i wish this would just all go away i-i just want it to all go away

~Flashback~

"daddy mommy look a pretty flower look" a little voice said "wow Aphmau it's beautiful" my Father said "yes it's absolutely  beautiful just like our two little angels Aphmau and Clair" my mother said "Clair wanna play tag" I said "yeah" she said "don't go too far" daddy said "you're no fun (:3)" I said "oh yeah" he said and picked me up and put me on his shoulder and started running around Clair and mom were running with us and we all laughed

~Flashback over~

i will never experience that ever again moms always working Clair's dead and now dads dead i'm all alone just crying i have no emotions my emotions are lost i went back in and the doctors told me he's dead i did'nt cry i could'nt cry i just left and left all emotions behind nothing i was empty

when i got home i went to sleep locked my doors and slept

Hey guys I know this chapter is short sorry I had to wright this late night hope you enjoyed bye

-Ships

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