Alone

Chapter 3:Paradise in Hell

You wonder why this hurts me? Because ever since I was 6 I was insecure about everything, the way I looked, the way I talked, the way boys would lool at my friends and not me . As you would think I had an undercover jealosy with them. They were able to get any guy they wanted while I was in the corner of the room looking like a lost puppy, while they were kissing and hugging I would be staring and wishing I had what they had ..... a relationship but as time went by I changed from the sweetest girl to the bitch that never speaks. People don't notice me, they don't speak just the way I like it silence the only way I can think but that's the only way I realize that I don't have anyone but that's just the way I like it, I don't need anyone I stand alone.

As time went on and it got darker I was in my room listening to music with all the sounds of the night busting through my ears..Calming me down, even though it can be annoying its soothing to hear something other than yelling, screaming, and conplaining. After that I was sound asleep ready for another day of a crime I didn't committ, fighting for everyday of my life to live.

Prodigy's POV - I made it home, ready for the lecture my mom was going to give me. About this isn't like me, your better than this, all of that.I'm just glad that I'm at home and away from Tatiana. As I unlocked the door I see my mom sitting on the couch laughing at tv but as soon as that door shut he laugher became quiet amd swift as a snake not knowing when she's going to strike me with a hit or a lecture. As she looked at me and I looked at her back she scolded me with her eyes, which happens to be the same ones I have. I looked at her scared out of my mind.

"Craig how was school.?" she asked in a calm tone

See my family is very wise and calm but sometimes annoying but I'm close with everyone we have a bond that no one can break. But as time went on everyone became more and more distinct and now we talk but less than we ever did.

"Fine, other than that altercation with this girl" I said honestly

"Craig come here " she said moving her finger meaning to go over

"Yes ma'am" I said with a scared tone

"Look just tell me the story" she said in a nice tone

"Ok, so basically I had a little altercation with this girl and long story short we had an argument leading to us having detention." I said

"What's her name? " she asked

"Tatiana" I said in a nice tone

"Oh ok, well look your grounded for 2 weeks no tv, laptop, iPad, iPod, give it all up. "

"Yes MA'AM" I said

After that whole thing that happemend today I wondered what was gonna happen tomorrow but deep down that this crime was committed and at our own risks. After today I knew that my life was only going to get harder after that. But this question kept ringing in my head.

Why was I with her? My Altercation with her was more than an argument its like I didn't want it to end. I may sound stupod but as this whole thing started between me and Tatiana I wonder How its gonna End?

When I made it to my room I offically was ready for tomorrow to see what was gonna happen next. But as I was thinking I fell into a deep sleep waiting for tomorrow to come.

Tatiana's POV

I was not ready for tomorrow to come I ready for everything to end, the pain and suffering that I had to put up with for the past 17 years. I ready for my life to start as an independent women with no expression, or emotions left.

I want to be alone, but as time went in my deep thought I reaized that my alarm was ringing in my ears, indicating that it was time for another day in my paradise in hell.

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