iMessage J.B.

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We finally get in the venue, and we go to our seats

The girls are like dieing because we have the center of the first row

My phone dings

"Message from 'Lover Boy'
Babe come pick up merch. Tell em your name and you get to pick anything you like :)"

I unlock my phone

Aww

Hurry and go I'm on in 15

Okay okay.

Good luck J :)

Thank you Ariana :)

I lock my phone

"Girls Justin said we can go pick out whatever we want from merch and that's it's paired for."

We all walk to the merch table

"Hi I'm Ariana I-"

"Say no more. Pick whatever you like girls" the lady says

We all get matching Purpose Tour shirts and bracelets.

"That's it" I say

"Have a good time!" She says

We get back to our seats and put the merch on.

We take a selfie and the concert
starts.

What do you mean starts playing and everyone screams

Justin comes out from smoke, and starts singing

Everyone, including myself was screaming the words

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"This next song, I'd like to dedicate to a special person in the crowd tonight. I love you" Justin says

Halie hits my shoulder and she screams

Purpose starts playing and I start to tear up

He starts singing with so much emotion and passion

Justin walks over to me and sits on the side of the stage.

He grabs my hand and continues singing

"And you bless me with tithe best gift. That I've ever known. You give me Purpose. Yeah you given me Purpose" he sings and gets up

I cover my face and tears start flowing down my face

Halie hugs me from the side, and we stay like that

He walks over to me again and grabs my hand

"I don't know if this is wrong, because someone else is telling me that it's wrong.
But I feel this so let me just like try my best not to let this happen again.
We weren't necessarily put in the best position to make the best decisions.
You can't be hard on yourself for it, these are the cards you were given so you have to understand that's not who you are.
You know you're trying to be the best you can be, but that's all you can do.
If you don't give it all you got, you're only cheating yourself give it all you got but if it ends up happening, it ends up happening.
That's what happening with me, it's like God, I'm giving it all I've got, sometimes I'm weak and I'm going to do it.
And it's like I'm not giving myself grace, I'm just like understanding that's how it is." He says