Rescue Me

Chapter One

Taking the small razor out of the bottom bathroom sink. Laying down on the bed holding up the razor having it glinting in the only light giving off from the moon.
'Why am I doing this?' Seán thought to himself continuing to stare at the razor. " I want to stop.......but I just can't." A tear sliding down the right side of his face as he brought the razor down onto his arm. Adding enough pressure to break through the skin and speaks of blood drooping out as he slid the razor across his arm horizontally. After several times across his arm he ended up bandaging his arm up.

Getting up he headed to the shower washing his hair and every little bit of his body before getting out and drying off. Pulling on a long black shirt and a pair of red pants. Drying off his hair and rubbing the condensation off the mirror looking at himself. "You're weak Seàn....WEAK!!" He yelled at himself slamming his hands down onto the kitchen counter.

"Okay fake smile in three....two....one....shine on." Seàn spoke to himself giving his routine pep talk for himself to be able to get through the day. So everyday went on as normal Seàn went on as Jack a perfect normal human being who made videos for the other normal humans around the world. No one would ever suspect that the beloved Jack/Seàn that they know is actually a cutter, and weak person who wants to die but doesn't have the courage to do it himself and that scares him everyday.

Scrolling through his phone contacts he found the one person who brought a little bit of happiness in his life, his eyes, smile, hair, face, his jaw line. Everything about that man made his heart flutter including his laugh oh his laugh was music to his ears.

Mark in big bold letters sat on top of his phone screen a picture of him when he had his pink fluffy hair and a smile where you saw his pearly white teeth shine through.
" Mark.....if only he knew what would he say." Seàn muttered to himself brushing a hand through his green hair. Pulling up his number and holding his phone to his ear.

Mark: Hey Seàn.

Seàn: Hey so there's a new bar downtown tonight want to go.

Mark: I don't know man.

Seàn: Well I know you can't drink but I sure need one after the day I just been having.

Mark: Oh why not let's go 8.

Seàn: 8 see ya there.

Welp theres the first chapter short I know the next chapter good things happen and a much longer chapter I promise😄😉😄😊