I Still Love Him

CHAPTER 32- His Side

Whisky POV

Since we broke up my life is so miserable. Yes I admit its all my fault. But masisisi niyo ba ako? Tao rin ako na nasasaktan. Cool off for 1 month. Nakakapagod. Nakakapagod maghintay. Alam ko naman na sasabihin ng iba na sana hinintay mo nalang siya. Na tanga ako. Na gago ako kasi pinakawalan ko siya. Pero kasi ang sakit. Kung nasasaktan siya mas sobra yung sakin.

Months has passed but still Im into her. I miss her and I know shes happy now, I think?. Maybe she meet a man there in Cebu.

I know how Im stupid for hurting her. I know shes hurt. I love her but I think its time to move on.

What if I didnt let her go? What if we are still couple? What if I still waiting for her?

Too much for what if's... Its now or never. I will accept the fact that not all relationship ends with happy ending. I guess our love story wont go on. I guess its time to move on.

But one thing I could wish. I hope I can hug her, kiss her, talk to her again. Maybe soon I can talk to her asking for closure. Goodbye Lhiz. I will still love you secretly.

Why I am thinking of her? I must pay attention to my girlfriend now. Yes I have my girlfriend now and I dont love her like the way I loved Lhiz. Maybe I like this girl. Not Love.. Cause my heart still into her.

I wish she could hear this song that I will dedicate to her. This is for you Lhiz my one last song.

🎶 May lungkot ang awit ng pagsinta.
Sayang ang kahapong kasama ka.
Panahon mapigilan sana walang paalam walang pangamba.

May puwang sa buhay ang pag hihiwalay.
Na dahilan sa takot ng di ka tiyakan.
Kailan pa kaya ang bukas tanaw sa malayong pangarap.

Sanay pigilin natin
ang ngayon kahit na
Sa pag kukunwari ng buong mundoy ikaw lang at ako.

May lingon sa bawat pangamba
Pag ibig na walang katuparan
May paalam may hangganan
Yakapin natin ang magpakailanman.

Sanay pigilin natin
Ang ngayon kahit na sa pagkukunwari ng buong mundoy ikaw lang at ako.

Pilitin mang limutin ka (ooohh)
Sa puso koy ikaw lamang ahhhhh...

Sanay pigilin natin
ang ngayon kahit na
Sa pagkukunwari ng buong mundoy ikaw lang at ako.

Sanay pigilin natin
Ang ngayon kahit na
Sa pagkukunwari ng buong mundoy ikaw lang at ako oooohh 🎶

Di ko mapigilang umiyak. I know it hurts when you let go someone you loved. I really love her I really love Lhiz more than myself.

I hope you're happy right now Lhiz. I hope you'll find someone better than me. I love you with all my heart. I love you forever. I love you Lhiz. I really love you. And Im sorry for hurting you, for letting you go. Im sorry for being stupid and jerk. Im sorry for my mistakes. Im sorry for what I've done. Im sorry for making you cry. Lastly, I love you even if youre not. I love you even you hate me. I love you the way you are. Thanks for making me happy. Thanks for making me special. Thanks for loving me. Thanks for being there. Thanks to all. Im sorry and I love you.

Goodbye Lhiz. From this day I will forger my feelings for you. You're happy now I know. Dont forget this 3 words. I LOVE YOU </3

(Awww. Whisky :( grabi naiyak ako pati pag type ko nito. Grabi nato -_-

Is there a chance? Itutuloy....)

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