drink, smoke,
drink, smoke,
drink, smoke,
pour up
a cycle i do after leaving you.
it's the same as if nothing ever happened between us.
i laugh a bit louder for no reason,
but i guess i only do it to make me feel better.
i try getting drunk.
saying i don't care, i don't need you.
i try to yell at passing cars,
cursing you and him
but my voice wasn't going through.
