Believe what you will, but pain isn't always physical. Get hit hard in the face by a fist, it hurts. Stub your toe walking barefoot through your house, that hurts too. But sometimes the source of the pain is from within. Thoughts that course through minds like mine would cause others to go insane, hell maybe I am insane but that only proves my point. The fact that I dissect what I am leads to concepts that only few can understand and even less can fathom.
Sometimes the pain isn't a result of someone of something other than oneself. Thoughts seem to spark something inside my mind and my heart that causes fractured shards to rip through causing everything within me to burn with pain. And I know that its not easy to understand what I mean by this but for those who do I'm sorry. I wouldn't wish this upon anyone for this is not a temporary hurt. This is a lasting and haunting pain. Something you can't just shake off. And that's where I find myself now. On the verge of protecting those around my by giving myself in return.
Good luck to those that battle this eternal, internal war.
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
On the Edge of a Ledge
Fiksi UmumIt's here again. That feeling of an approaching danger. Paranoia they call it, but I can feel myself becoming self destructive, like a time bomb slowly ticking away. Sometimes the only way to protect others is to sacrifice yourself. So maybe I will...
