Their are times that I just can't take life anymore so I write, that's why this is here. To share what I write because I've shared it with none, but probably should.
If you know me personally don't think of me as any less, I'm still me remember that.
For if you don't, don't think of me as a depressed young girl, I must admit i feel depressed at times, but I am not in fact depressed.
For if I were depressed I could never have a smile on my face, and could never get out of a hole, I sometimes smile to much. I am not all happy, but I cry, not just to cry, but as I reflect, as I try to understand, and as I realize things will never be "okay" as I see more then I could ever before. That is has made me question, and wonder, and not know, that is how I became me.
