I loved you first, you just didn't see it

A day with Kyle!!!

**Kyle's P.O.V.**

Something has been bothering Johnnie lately, I don't know what tho. When I hang around him, he either doesn't feel good or runs to the bathroom crying. I've tried to get him to tell me what's wrong but he always says 'its nothing'. Its NOT nothing, he never lies to me about these things. 

Ever since his video with Bryan posted, he's been acting up. Was it because I didn't tell him I was dating Meghan? He wouldn't get this mad or sads over something this stupid and he still hamngs out with me with a smile (most of the Time). 

I was going to his house today to watch Johnnie cause Bryan is very concerned about him, appears is that he only leaves his room to get food or use the bathroom. He's never been this depressed about something other than when his dad died. 

-When he gets to Johnnie's house-

I was sitting on the couch while Bryan was out getting food, I don't think Johnnie knows I'm here because he comes out of his room and goes to the kitchen without looking at me. I deside to trap him in the kitchen, I comes up behind in and blocking the entrance.

"Why have you been acting so weird lately? Everytime we hang out, you say your sick or lock yourself in the bathroom. Just tell me, I won't judge" he turned to looked at me and then looked at the ground. 

I get surprise attacked by him kissing me, I push him off. What was he thinking? I'm dating Meghan!!! He starts crying and says "that's why, I've liked for so long, even before MDE and you still didn't see it. I couldn't even look at you without crying because I sent you signs and yet you ignored them."

He runs to his room leaving me speechless....

I feel like such a douche, I saw the signs but I thought he was trying to make Alex jealous. Is that why Bryan invited me here?

I decided to call him...

B: hey man, how are things going?

K: did you know anything about Johnnie liking me?

B: yea, why?

K: well, he just fucking kissed me and he said so... I feel like such a douche.

B: tell me everything that happened when I get back, I'm almost there.

K: OK, bye dawg

B: bye

.....Phone call ended.....