conflicts|mgc

part 1

*beep beep beep*
i groan as my alarm wakes me and i slowly open my eyes to turn that devilish thing off.
it's a monday morning and i'm feeling just about ready to cancel everything, drop out of school and move to mexico.
"luna you really need to get up now this is the third time you've slept through your alar- oh, look who has awoken. come on, get your butt out of bed i've made you breakfast."
i can't help but chuckle at my moms choice of words... how is she even awake this early?
i dramatically roll out of bed and lay on my stomach on the ground. my mom walks past my room again "luna you're gonna be late, get ready now." "UGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH".  i slowly lift my tired body off the ground and look at myself in the miror. meh. could be worse but could also be a lot better. i start to work on my blonde curly hair that i had just recently cut to my shoulders but soon give up, as it's just hopeless. i take off my ridiculously oversized deadpool shirt and leggings, throw them on the ground and grab some new clothes. i'm now wearing a random navy blue jumper, some black skinny jeans and my beloved and well cherished black doc martens. i quickly do my make up and head out the door of my room into the hallway. luckily my moms boyfriend has already left for work. it's not that i don't like him, it's just that my mom and he aren't really together-ish anymore, but we can't afford to move out, so it's always a bit awkward when he's around. i stand in the hallway for a bit to look at some family photos of mostly me and my brother. it's kind of a ritual i've developed. i really miss him and it hurts to think about it. everything. the facade starts cracking. fuck. i manage to pull myself together and go on into the kitchen. i don't have breakfast. i never do. i don't have an eating disorder or anything, the thought of food this early just sickens me. my mom has already left for work and i grab a glass of water. i quickly drink it, grab my backpack and my jacket and i'm off to hell(school). let's do this.