What a Feeling(N.H. fanfic)

Confusement Part 2

(Guess who updated? Me haha)

Niall's POV

"Niall- I-I-" brianna says staring at me ..

"I know - Liam , maybe i should just leave" i say getting out the hospital room .. I don't want her to see me cry ..

I know she loves liam but .. I love her ..

I know i did bad in leaving her alone here but i just can't stand everything anymore ..

I'm just Gonna go to Mullingar for a bit with my family .. I'm sorry for leaving you brianna but it's the best thing to do ..

Brianna's POV

"I know-Liam-Maybe i should just leave" niall says getting out the hospital room ..

Uggh ... Why am i always so stupidddd... Niall left me now .

Please don't leave me Niall .. I just fucked it up again ..
I know i have liam but...uggh i just don't know. I'm so confused..
I don't know what to do or feel .

I wish i could just die already
I'm interrupted of my thoughts when becky comes bursting into the room

"BRI ! .. You're alive ! Yess !" she says crying coming towards me

She hugs me in a very tight loving hug as i try to clean up my tears . Damn i barely realized how much I've been crying .

"I thought you were gonna die" she says kissing my forehead .

"I'm fine " i weakly smile at her as i feel like my head is gonba explode any time soon

"Are u okay? You need something?" she says raising an eyebrow

"Umm .. Water would be fine " i smile at her

"Okay . I'll be back . "

I wait for becky just staring at the ceiling...

Why do i always have to ruin things ?

I decide to just close my eyes and relax ..

Then i remember.. I can't feel my legs ..

After 2 minutes becky comes in With my cup of water

"Becky ... I - I can't feel my legs" i panic touching my legs

"What?! " she says giving me my cup

"I'll be back with a doctor " she says as she leaves her phone on the couch that's next to my bed

I wait Again for what it seems like 5 minutes or so

"Brianna this is Doctor Riley " becky says getting her phone and sitting on the chair next to my bed

"It's Normal Brianna . You're going to be feeling your legs after 2 hours or so but . You have your Spinal Cord Dislocated . You're going to have to stay here for the rest of the week" she says smiling at me

"Okay" i say blankly

"You'll be fine. Don't worry. We'll take good care of you so you get out of here in no time" she says patting my shoulder

"By the way. A blonde boy told me to please take good care of you before he left the hospital " doctor Riley says winking at me and leaving the room

Niall ..

I think to myself . so that means . he will be gone .. I lost him ..

Its always my fault

That thought keeps on going in my head .

"Hey. When i came in the hospital niall was leaving i forgot to tell you" becky says making herself a fishtail braid

"What Happend in here ?" she says giving me that
'you better tell me ' face

"Long story" i lie to her

"NOPE I DON'T CARE YOU'RE TELLING ME" she says crossing her arms

It takes me like 15 minutes to tell her and She's speechless ..

"So what are you going to do now?" becky says taking a sip from my water

"I-I don't know" i tell her starting to cry ... WHY DO I ALWAYS CRY ..

I try to fight back the tears but .. I fail... They still come out ..

"Brianna" Becky huffs and starts hugging me

"Go to Harry. You say he always has a way to find a solution and gives you good advice and he cheers you up " Becky says smiling at me

"But .. I don't want to leave you alone " i say sounding like a kid

"No you aren't. I'll just stay with my fam for a bit . I just want you to be happy.. And i know you're other bestfriend AKA Harry with the Styles always cheers you up" she says giggling at the tiny pun she made

'Harry with the Styles' haha

She makes me giggle when i was drinking water and i accidentally spit it out..

On her face ...

"BRIANNA! WHAT THE HELL . " she says cleaning the water from her face

"You're lucky my makeup is water proof" she says pointing at me

"Hehe sorry" i smile

"At least you laughed" she says smiling at me

"What time is it?" i say trying to sit up and forgot i had my spinal cord a bit dislocated

"5:34 pm" she says

"Damn time went fast " i say closing my eyes for a little while

"So how are we gonna plan this?" becky says

"Umm a week at harry's after i get out of here ?" i suggest

"Yes perfect" she grins

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We both barely realize it's 10:38 pm ..

Damn we talked for a long ass time..

"I'm sleeping here until you get out of here " becky says checking the time on her phone and goes and turns the lights off of the room and closes the black window curtains

"No just go home" i say feeling bad for her

"Fine then you're sleeping on my bed with me " i say patting the space on my bed

"Fine" Becky says laying next to me

"By the way. Who brought me here to the hospital?" i ask confused

"Niall carried you and he was in the back of the car and you were in his laps and i drove " she says staring at the ceiling

"Oh" is all i say ..

Poor Niall .. Uggh i don't know what to do ..

Truth is Niall was here for me when i needed him and Where was Liam ?
Obviously not with me

No one of us even knows where he is .. That's the bad part ..

He could be anywhere .. Plus he can take care of himself .. He's a Man .

"He's an Amazing Guy Brianna" Becky says staring at me in the darkness of the room

"I knoww" i say putting my hand in my face

"But I'll go with Harry to think about stuff better. He always helps me" i say breathing in slowly and exhaling slowly

"Goodnight Bri " becky says as she turns around her back facing me

"Night" is all i say

It takes me just seconds to fall asleep ..

Heyyy guysss DON'T KILL ME PLEASE. NIALL WAS FRUSTRATED OKAY ?! But i promise he might come back.