Story of A Girl

Day 2

Dear Dairy, today was bad just like yesterday except James wasn't there he was sick so I couldn't go through with the plan James was not at school so I couldn't go through with the plan. I hope he's ok, days when he's gone I get so lonely he's my closest friend well more like my only friend but that doesn't mean I don't have other semi friends. Their just not as close as James we've been friends seen we were 3. Today I hung out with Julie and her group their nice I can see why James likes her but she couldn't possibly be perfect for him I mean we're only 15 surely he doesn't know his soul mate yet? Well anyways we were talking in class and she mentioned that this guy named Garrett Gold the new kid and her have become friends and she has taken a liking to him so yeah. I think that there is a pretty good chance that she and James are never going to happen. While I was hanging with them we some how got on the topic of romance so yeah that's how I found out the Garrett thing. The only problem was Jessica, Julie's best friend asked me about my love life and well I said the only logical thing I said it was just like a Dodo bird it's dead. They all looked at me with sympathy and and Julie was all like.
'Come on there must be some boy in this school that catches you eyes!' And I was so taken aback by what she said I'm mean I never really got crushes I just never liked people that way. Does that make me weird? I don't know all I know is that Julie does have good intentions and she really isn't all that bad I guess, but still I feel weird you know? Of course not your just a book what am I thinking. Oh well maybe I'll call James and see if he is ok. I just don't know lately I've been really confused on love and school right now I should be studying for a history test but why. I love school and all but really why test what good do they do? Well anyways I should go for now. Bye.
-Tara