~^PAIN & REGRET^~ (Let This Be A Lesson Sequel!)

~Want You To Want Me~

Justin Pov

I was on my way back home when I decided to stop by a drug store to get some stuff. as I was walking through the isles I spotted sleeping pills...I decided to get some along with gatorade, toothpaste, n snacks.

I paid for the stuff the went home. Leah was just getting the plates out, which means that I had made it back on time. I told her since she made the food I would get the drinks ready. what she didn't know was that I was gonna put a handful of sleeping pills into her cup.

I just needed some (cuddy) and I know she wouldn't give it to me willingly because she doesn't remember me of course. so this was the next option, I mean she is my wife and what she doesn't know won't hurt her right?

Leah Pov

Me and Justin said grace then ate dinner. I was upset over what I had found out about Justin but something was telling me not to bring it up so I didn't. I think I'm just gonna let it go even though it's fucked up. I mean the past is the past.

Leah-(mixing the salad) "so how's the food bae?" 

Justin-(shoving lasagna in his mouth/nods n smiles) 

Leah-"aww you was hungry huh" 

Justin-(swallowing) "yeah bae, this is bomb tho where did u learn how to make this n how come u ain't make it before?" 

Leah-(gasp)"uhhh"

When he said why didn't I make it before something clicked inside of me. it all came flooding back, the night I was in the middle of making this very meal.

Justin was in the shower. I was in the kicthen cooking when his phone rang and I went to see a text about him possibly having a baby with some chick named Naomi. then the greece trip and how I woke up next to diggy but what I didn't understand was how Justin was a part of that.

I mean he woke up next to Naomi. The only thing I-OH MY GO(thoughts interrupted)

Justin-(waving hands in Leah's face) "bae, bae, hellooo: 

Leah-(snaps out of thoughts) "uhh yeah bae, um I have to use the bathroom can you clean up?" 

Justin-"yeah I gotchu" 

Leah-(hurrying to bathroom)

I quickly went into the bathroom and threw up everything I just ate. I was so disgusted with Justin. I mean how could he do that to me, what Diggy and Aaliyah had told me all made since now. But I had to stay calm, because if his past according to what they told me is anything to go by I could be next in line and THAT ain't happening!

I finished up in the bathroom and went back out to see that Justin at the table with two drinks.

Leah-"uhh bae what's this?" 

Justin-"for us lets make a toast" 

Leah-(eyeing justin) "okayyy" 

Justin-(picking up glass giving one to Leah) "I know these past couple of weeks have been rough on you and I want to apologize for being impatient with you at times" 

Leah-"aww that's so sweet" 

Justin-"yeah, now drink up!" 

Leah -(drinking up)  

Justin-(eyeing Leah intently) 

Leah-(starting to feel faint) 

Justin-"you aight bae?" 

Leah-(legs starting to feel weak) "umm yeah just a litt-(falls but gets caught by Justin) 

Justin-thoughts ( perfect)

Justin Pov

I held Leah bridal style as I carried her up the stairs to our room. I couldn't believe the sleeping pills kicked in that quick tho. I got to the room and put her down gently. 

I tapped her cheek amd sure enough my bae was knocked out.

I kind of felt bad for what I was about to do to her but i needed this dammit! I can't even remember the last time me and Leah did it yo. I undressed myself down to my boxers than undid her completely.

I threw on some Miguel since she loved him so much, I mean that's the least I could do. I then went over to the bed and started crawling towards her.when I got to her face I stopped and cupped it. I stared at it for a minute then kissed her deeply on those lips I love.

I was gonna play with her hair a little as I kissed her but it was braided down into 2. I then got back amd entered her...raw, I didn't think she would leave me, but this was a sure fire way to make sure she didn't. plus I've been wanting her to have my kid for the LONGEST so this was my chance. and best believe ya boy was finna put in work.

7 HOURS LATER.....

Justin Pov

I had just finished my 6th round with Leah. ya boy was beyond satisified, I looked down at my queen and she was still knocked out. I just hope all my work didn't go in vein and that she actually was pregnant.

I know its wrong to do it like this but hey were married and I been more then patient with her ass. I mean its not like were getting any younger. I slowly got up and went to take a shower, afterwards I came back and put Leah's cloth's back on her. damn her skin was so soft and she was hella light in my arms.

That's when I noticed she had lossed some of her thickness but she was still badd as fuck tho. after I finished clothing her I kissed her forhead and fell asleep shortly after.... (thoughts) "she will thank me for this one day"

Diggy Pov

I had decided to stop by Leah's house to check up on her and make sure she was okay. but no was answering the door, I heard I was about to leave when I heard feet running up the stairs. I couldnt get in through the door so I climbed a tree and saw Justin enter a room and put Leah on a bed.

But something was off, because while he was doing her she wasn' t responding. she just laid there lifeless and that's when it hit me this nigga DRUGGED HER!