After im done i grabbed my uniform and start wearing it in front of the mirror this is not so me but i got this feeling that i want to impress her i take my gel at the small drawer in my closet and start fixing my hair i did a lot of tricks to find a perfect style

Finally  i decided to brush it up with a distinct line at the side of my head i ended up getting contented about it i smile and flash a wink at my reflection i bit my lip trying to hold my laughter

I get my backpack and hung the strap at my right shoulder i just let the other one loose

Finally im done .. I go downstairs and bid a goodbye to my mom i went to the garage and open my car i start the engine and fix the front mirror and somehow i realize how much i put a lot of effort this day i hope i can really depend on her and hope she will trust me

I go to the nearest flower shop and bought a tulip with a long stem

" giving it to someone special ? "

The old lady which is the vendor asked me as soon as she handled the flower to me

" kind of .. But for friendship only "

I scratch my head out of the embarrassment i have no choice than to say it or else she will tease me she take the flower and start tying a yellow ribbon on it

" that's a bonus i really hope that she wont get disappointed .. "

My eyes widen as soon as she said those words she flash an innocent smile

" if youre ready confess as soon as possible you never know maybe she already waiting for you to pop the question "

She put her right hand on my shoulder the other one is covering her mouth while giggling cutely in front of me .. This old woman is making me blush i said thank you already and drove on my way to school

I fix everything balloons , rose petals and all i need to do now is to be proper mannered towards the entire conversation its really obvious that im a scaredy cat in front of her

I went to there classroom but i only spotted shane and stella i asked them where she is but they dont know the answer .. I went at at the cafeteria but no good as well and finally at the hallway

I saw her walking around there with a lost expression on her face she looks like she's having a deep thoughts i just cant help but to disturb her in order to stop the madness and nervousness im feeling

And there goes i stutter again AF but somehow i manage to let her meet me at the rooftop now all i need is to asked her out im so excited and shameful towards my action i manage to calm myself and go to the cafeteria where i spotted jay and dash awhile ago

" Ron ? Are you alright ? "

Dash pinch my face and look at me with a confuse face

" Yes i am "

I answer him coldly he take a sip on his cola

" so ? Why are you not eating ? And where have you been all this entire day u didnt attend to hours of our class "

Jay said while cutting his sandwich in a triangular shape

" Hunting ? Im getting out of league im way too behave this past weeks right ? "

I exclaimed and munch the chips i bought i just give them a calm and confident smile

" youre up to something but we wont investigate it for now "

Dash murmur almost got choke on his burger

We wasted our break time arguing about the thing that i keep in secret cause really if i let this 2 involve it will make everything worst

Our conversation ended up by us decided to separate

Now all i have to do is to wait for her arrival

MEANWHILE

And there she goes looking around wearing a confuse face she feels uneasy but smiling

Thats when i thought i have a chance and can pass through the entire conversation she also mention the yellow ribbon thing and out of my imagination she asked the meaning of it

I am stun at the moment that i just agree about the friendship thing her smile makes me feel at ease i really thought that i will end the conversion right there but seems like nervousness is taken over me the eagerness and the feeling that im way too comfortable right in front of her makes me reveal my feelings but then a sudden turn of events she wont go out on a date with me

How should a playboy know the pain of a heart break? It is really fast i feel really stupid for my actions when she said she cant my feelings turn numb all the preparation i have done flash back in my mind

She is trying to make me understand about the whole situation but i lied to her once more i make her think that its all just a game

That's the worse lie i have ever told i know right in that time IT WAS A WRONG MOVE

" I really hope that When u fall in love theyre not like those shitty girls or a GIRL who cant believe u no more "

Those are the words that makes my feeling a lot more worse .. I just cant help myself but to yell out some nonsense at her trying to build up my PRIDE

Hmp. This is all just a mistake im a playboy and always be a LIAR to anyone

AND I DONT REGRET ANY OF IT

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