I don't know what I was thinking as I was writing this, there's just been so much death lately and I wanted to write something....
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The pain pierces my heart like a spiked dagger
And my soul shatters from the force
I thought you were invincible
You always made it seem so
The way you stood through the struggles
And yet, where are you now
You are gone
And gone you shall stay
For you are never coming back
From that place we call heaven
You left us without even saying goodbye
It was much too sudden
The way you had to leave
It feels like my skin is on fire
And my eyes fill with tears
When I see the pictures I have of you
You were never meant to leave
You were supposed to stay with me
And protect me forever
But god had other plans for you
He didn’t want you to stay
If I think about it I’m jealous
I don’t want to stay here
I want to be with you
In a place without hurt, and disloyalty
A place were there is no evil
But I guess that’s selfish of me isn’t it
I have to be strong, for the both of us
I have to carry on with the burden of your death on my back
But you will forever be on my mind
So may you rest in peace my love
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Sometimes I wonder why I even try writing, it alwas turns out shitty!!!
