Chapter 21

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(Aphmau)

"Aphmau Lorde, I love you"

The sentence hung in the air.

The words lit a flame of sorts inside me. Butterflies flew around, and my toes curled up. My hands went cold, and my mouth wouldn't move to answer.

"If you keep denying those feelings you could lose me forever" he kept whispering words of warning, "and that'll end horribly for both of us. I love you, and I'm gonna own up to it, now how long is it gonna take for you to realise your feelings?" He asked questions that he seemed to know the answer to. Each word made his lips looked more desirable.

"Garroth I-"

"Shhh, don't say a word, it might ruin the moment"

He leaned in so there was a tiny space between our lips, as if her were asking if it was ok. I closed the small space and felt my heart beat quicken. Our lips moved in sync, and it was like I'd died and gone to a small heaven.

I never knew how long I had wanted this until it happened.

All too soon, Garroth pulled away. He leaned his forehead on mine and smiled. There was nothing to say, we just stood there. Looking into each other's eyes.

I love you

Three simple words. I couldn't find the voice to say it. Garroth smiled and his facial expression was...perfect.

Everything about the moment seemed perfect.

Garroth loves me, me. Aphmau Lorde.

My eyelids slowly opened and I screamed.

"WHATTHEHECK?!"

I was just dreaming a whole make out session.

I was breathing heavily and feeling light headed.

Why would I dream that?!

I glanced at the clock and saw it was only ten at night. My phone went off and it was a text from Garroth.

G: Our concert is starting now, you should watch the live stream

And then there was a link,I clicked it and was brought to a website showing the concert. I plugged in some headphones and decided watching a little wouldn't hurt.

(Garroth)

"So this song was written about my ex, so please enjoy"

I announced and the crowd cheered as Zenix plucked the strings of his guitar.

Laurence and Dante kept silent as I sang through the song.

For all the times that you rain on my parade
And all the clubs you get in using my name
You think you broke my heart, oh, girl for goodness' sake
You think I'm crying on my own. Well, I ain't

And I didn't wanna write a song
'Cause I didn't want anyone thinking I still care. I don't,
But you still hit my phone up
And, baby, I be movin' on
And I think you should be somethin' I don't wanna hold back,
Maybe you should know that

My mama don't like you and she likes everyone
And I never like to admit that I was wrong
And I've been so caught up in my job,
Didn't see what's going on
But now I know,
I'm better sleeping on my own

'Cause if you like the way you look that much
Oh, baby, you should go and love yourself
And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin'
You should go and love yourself

And when you told me that you hated my friends
The only problem was with you and not them
And every time you told me my opinion was wrong
And tried to make me forget where I came from

And I didn't wanna write a song
'Cause I didn't want anyone thinking I still care. I don't,
But you still hit my phone up
And, baby, I be movin' on
And I think you should be somethin' I don't wanna hold back,
Maybe you should know that

My mama don't like you and she likes everyone
And I never like to admit that I was wrong
And I've been so caught up in my job,
Didn't see what's going on
But now I know,
I'm better sleeping on my own

'Cause if you like the way you look that much
Oh, baby, you should go and love yourself
And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin'
You should go and love yourself

For all the times that you made me feel small
I fell in love. Now I feel nothin' at all
And never felt so low when I was vulnerable
Was I a fool to let you break down my walls?

'Cause if you like the way you look that much
Oh, baby, you should go and love yourself
And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin'
You should go and love yourself

'Cause if you like the way you look that much
Oh, baby, you should go and love yourself
And if you think (you think) that I'm (that I'm) still holdin' on (holdin' on) to somethin'
You should go and love yourself

The song ended, and the crowd cheered. I felt a little empty inside, like there was something missing from the audience.

(Aphmau)

I couldn't contain the grin that was making its way up to my lips.

The song wasn't only good, it was filled with emotion.

I was happy for him.

A/N Yes, it sucks. I know! It's a filler, and yeah this book needed one eventually. I love you all devils byeee.
Song: Love Yourself By Justin Bieber
*unedited

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