Eremin

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         When I was younger Eren always seemed to be my angel watched over me. Bullies would slam me against walls but Eren would come at them, even if it was Mikasa that had actually scared them off. I've always thought it was cute that he thought he had scared them off, but he looks so harmless in my eyes.

        I've always admired how fearless he is, how he's always been set on joining the scouts. He never cared about his own life, he's never been selfish. He put the safety of everyone else before himself. That day his mother died he did everything he could to save her but in the end he was pulled away and he watched his own mother die before his vary eyes. For revenge he joined the scouts to kill all the titans and even if that's not possible he would....

       As soon as I heard footsteps I close my diary and push it underneath my mattress. God I hope that isn't Eren, I couldn't stand the embarrassment if he read how  I feel about him. It felt like a few minutes until the steps got closer, heart was beating like crazy and I felt dizzy with nervousness. I look around trying to find something to do so I'm not just sitting here, that would be suspicious.  My eyes go immediately to a stack of  of books so I desperately grab one on the top of the pile and open it. I scan my eyes over the first page on the page that I opened it to and it turned out to be a romance. "I gently brush her hair out of her face and stare into her eyes. oh, how i can't stand how beautiful she is. I wish i could show her how i really felt for her but i know that she doesn't feel the same." 

        "Hey Armin, what are you reading?" I look up, Eren is standing in my door way and smirking at me and I feel a little heat come up to my cheeks. 

         "Nothing." I shut my book and put it at my side on my bed.

          "That wasn't 'nothing' Armin, you reading romance books again? You're such a woman!" He mocks me and laughs.

          My face heats up and I jumped off my bed, "I am not a woman Eren, i'm just as much as a man as you are!" I glare, huff and my hands turn into fists.

         The corners of Eren's lips turned up and my stomach did a flip. I hope he can't see that I'm blushing I chant in my head. My fist relax slowly a little bit as he takes a step closer to me. "Why are you getting so defensive?" he asked me and tilted is head to the right side while smiling at me. 

        He continued to step toward me and with each step I craved him to touch me. Tap my arm, touch my face, brush my hair out of my eyes. He was right in from of me when i finally glanced up at him. 

      The gentle brush of skin against my cheek, jaw line then my chin, I looked into his eyes and they seemed to be filled with care. He leaned in and I closed my eyes and leaned toward him. My stomach felt warm and my face felt as if it was on fire. His hand wasn't on my chin anymore and I opened my eyes, he was running away. Running out of my room and down the hall and by the time I ran to the door he was gone. What was that about? I can't help but to wonder.