First Sight (boyxboy)

Chapter 18- One-sided Life of Drew

Tee Mild as Andrew Tan on the Image

                        I already expected life so unfair but I was not prepared to be as hard and cruel as I am experiencing right now.                                                                        -Q-

" Andrew gising!, gising! na best..!" paggising sa akin ni France. Ang sakit ng ulo ko at parang nilalamig ako, i'm looking for warmth i just hug him gently.

"Gising na diyan, kagabi ka pa nakayakap sa akin. Hinawa mo na nga akong unan"sabi niya sa akin. Whoah? did we sleep together. Nice! hinayaan ko nalang sarili ko na pagsawaan siyang yakapin.

"oh! hindi ka pa babangon diyan, sinusundo ka na ni kuya Manor oh!" sabi niya sa akin

"Patay!" sabi ko, patay talaga ako kay daddy. Dali dali akong bumango. When i stood i saw my self in the mirror. I'm wearing a fitted white shirt and a checkered shorts.

"oh?" i face France in awe. Asking him by my expression if he saw me naked.

"naku! best. meron din ako niyan, at kung ano man yang iniisip mo, nagkakamali ka diyan" pagpaliwanag nito, i saw him getting red.

"bat namumula ka? okay lang naman eh. eh sino ba nagbihis sa akin? kanino tong damit? ang liit naman"

"buti pa nga may sinuot sayo, di ka naman baliw sinulong mo ang ulan at si Ate sayo nagbihis no."

"Sige best uwi na ako, hinahanap na siguro ako sa bahay" isaid bidding goodbyes

"okay na ba pakiramdam mo best?, mainit ka pa oh." sabi nito sabay hawak sa aking leeg. 

" wala to, lagnat lang to, napagod lang siguro ako sa practice kahapon" pagsinungaling ko, hindi talaga okay ang pakiramdam ko at ang saki sakit ng ulo ko. Pero pipilitin ko pa ring umuwi, mas malala ang aabutan ko sa bahay.

"paano best, salamat sa pag alaga, uwin na ako, tetext nalang kita" pi bid for goodbyes.

Lumabas na ako at sumakay sa kotse, While driving on our way home Kuya Manor is telling me about dad's drama yesterday.

"naku! Sir! Galit nag alit po ang daddy niyo sa inyo, bakit po kasi hindi kayo nagpaalam" sabi ni Kuya Manor.

" alam ko na aabutab ko sa bahay Kuya. Iba lang ngayon wala na si Mommy" tugon ko nalang, I think I'm so numb on any pain I may take from dad. Magagalit din naman yun sa akin kahit hindi ako nagpaalam, he never listened to my thoughts even to my pain. Am I not his son?

Pagdating namin sa bahay pagbukas ko palang ay bumungad na sa akin ang lalaking may hawak na sa sinturon , My dad!. He forcedly grab my arms and drag me to my room.

" you bastard little boy, you didn't even bother to leave permission to any of us, huh!" he exclaimed! And push me towards my door at nanaumpog ang ulo ko sa door knob.

I could feel the pain inside and out, masama pa naman pakiramdam ko at ito pa ang aabutan ko. He the use his belt and slapped me at my back. I couldn't take the pain I shouted.

"ilang sinturon pa ba ang kailangan mo para mag tino ka huh! You bastard child!" he slapped me again by his belt. I have no word to express any pain I'm taking right now.

Now, his big hand is clasping my head, hard as iron steel, squeezing my face as I would attempt to grumble or to shout for help. I failed, now that mom is gone I have no ally here aside myself.