First Sight (boyxboy)

Chapter 9- Past is a Memory

                        At some point you have to realize that some people can stay in your heart, but not in your life.                                                                                            -Q-

I can't contain the reality. I hurried to the streets waiting for a taxi to stopped by. As i got one i immediately entered, i'm currently heading home. Sometimes I asked God why things happen this way, so far in life i have not gotten any answers yet and still hoping it would come. I know it's wrong to doubt God but sometimes life make it harder for me to put questions on everything.

As i arrived home i immediately ran to my room let myself drained out of tears... as i was exhausted in crying, I then go to sleep. For me to take those burdens, for a young child like me is so hard as an innocent mind of mine. This is my remedy, I cry it all out to be tired and sleep all the problems away hoping that when i wake up everything would be okay.

I waited for mom to come home i even texted her but i have not receive any replies. As time past by i couldn't forget my past though it burdens me to recall any of it but the fact still remains it's part of mo though it's history.

March 16, 2016 Friday 5:00 pm.

" why is dad not here mom? it's my graduation day." i asked sadly, because dad weren't in my Graduation.

I graduated 1st honorable mention with a special award in swimming, I've been competing since i learn how to swim. It was my memorable day but dad is not present in that time. I worked hard for him to be proud of me. 

"Son! your dad is just busy in school, maybe he'll have a surprise for you later" mom lift my hopes.

"but mom, uunahin pa ba niya yung work niya kesa sa sarili niyang anak. doesn't he loves me?" I said disappointingly.

"No son, don't think like that. . . what ever your dad is doing right now is for your future." mom said.

" okay mom as you said" I said to satisfy everything but deep inside i'm so disappointed.

"let's just go to your favorite place, mCDonald. I'm sure your Uncle Ben gonna be so proud of you. Wanna go to his branch?" mom said, i'm so excited to see Uncle Ben.

Kuya manor drive us to Sm to see Uncle Ben and eat on my favorite place McDonaldsssssssssss. I can't wait. As we travel i can't help myself to think about dad, this is the first time that he's not present in one of the biggest moments of my life.

We  arrived at SM, we hurriedly head to Mcdonalds place, as we were nearing i can see there are lots of people maybe because this is a good place to celebrate a very happy moment of your life.

7:00 pm

Talking to Uncle Ben was great he gave me a two ticket to Enchanted kingdom, i was so very satisfied with his graduation gift for me. I also talked and played my cousins.  As i was playing with Mr. Ronald Mcdonald- the mascot Mom pulled me to go home.

"Son let's go! Kuya ben we'll go ahead" mom said goodbyes.

"Bye Uncle ben! Bye cousins" i said.