Lightsaber ― Oh Sehun

t h i r t e e n

You were always keen, observent and pretty much obvious on almost everything. And there I was, pathetically oblivious. Stupidly unaware of the way you were when we're together.

I only cared about myself, I've only thought about me and the things that would give more leverage to me. I was too conceited to see that you've always cared. Totally egotistic, but you still treated me the same.

I remember the day where I finally noticed all the hints you've been giving me. Not going to lie but I was honestly stabbed in the heart when I asked you why you still gave me hints when I was just oblivious towards them.

You said you didn't want to force things to happen. Because just like a puzzle piece, you can never force it to fit when it clearly isn't the right piece. But with time, we'll surely find the right piece. Just like how it took me to finally realize that you've been trying to make me see the reality of what your emotions are.

Oblivious to your love would be a mistake I'll never forgive myself. Because you didn't deserve to face all those time of waiting for me to see that you're the brightest star in the night sky of life.