Love And Limits

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Dear L,

Hindi ko alam anong batayan sa love. When can you say that you are indeed in love with that person? Does he need to pass your standards? They say your love is always an exemption to the bounds you have set. What you tried to do was to make an excuse for the men who tried to win your heart but failed.

Para may rason ka sa hindi mo pagtanggap sa kanila, right? Did i hit a nerve?

Love is ...
Ano nga ba?
When you can't stop admiring how beautiful he is kahit wala siyang ginagawa? That adorable face he makes pag ayaw niyang gawin ang mga bagay bagay.. That pout he does pag di nasunod gusto niya?

Just what i thought.
The world today is poisoned with sex and animals that it makes me wonder may natira pa bang lalaking we read in books?

There is so much going on in my head right now but i find it difficult to put into words. I haven't felt this feeling for a long time kasi i've lost hope about men a long long time ago.

But here you are. I know it's kind of masama to stalk a person but i can't help it. You are just to good to be true that it makes me think if façade lang ba lahat ng yan or ikaw talaga yan.

You are cheesy, but that just makes me like you even more. You have that charm I have always wanted to see from people.

And now you are invading my whole system by just breathing. You are making me irrational. Making me do drastic decisions i know are dumb and off.

Plusss, you don't know me. And i want to leave it that way.

With love,
Hopey