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Why can't it be perfect?
This love's not even real
Why don't I cry for you?
Love was dead from the start

I smile as my beloved lover takes me out on several dates."I love you." I say to him. He replies with,"I love you more." We fought back and fourth saying who loved who more. Eventually we both gave in and said it was equal.

I don't want you
I don't need you
I'll forget you
It doesn't matter

I'll play along
Writing our song
We are perfect
I love you

I throw many books at him."How could you do this to me?! To us?!" I scream at him."Just shut up for once!" My heart slowly shatters as I run out the room. How could he be so heartless? So cruel?

No, this is all wrong
Why aren't you gone?
I know you're not that strong
Don't listen to me
Well always be so perfectly
Happy

As I run away from him my heart pounds faster and faster. I feel like I will pass out soon. My heart yerns for love and my lungs wish for air. Am I...dying?

The lies you
Succumb to
Blisfully unaware
I dont know
How you can't
See through my facade

I dont want you
I dont need you
I'll forget you
It doesn't matter
I'll play along
Writing our song
We are perfect
I love you

I finally rest by an old building. I look down at the ground, ashamed at myself for falling in love with someone like him. The hot tears roll down my cheeks, letting me know that I am truly hurt. The next day he says he's sorry. His lies win me over...this is my fault isnt it?

No, this is all wrong
Why aren't you gone?
I know you're not that strong
Don't listen to me
Well always be so perfectly
Happy

And maybe
One day I'll
Get to see
Your smile
In the arms
Of someone
Who loves you
Like I do

I watch him from afar holding another female. I cant help but love him still. Even sometimes today he will bug me about how much he loves me. I can't fall into that trap. I have to let him go...

No, this is all wrong
Why aren't you gone?
I know you're not that strong
Don't listen to me
Well always be so perfectly
Happy

I finally fall to the ground and hang my head low. Heartbreak....is all I can feel. I guess I deserve it...well world I suppose this is my finale, my end.

"Goodbye."




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⏰ Last updated: Mar 15, 2016 ⏰

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