his fangirl ㅡ ranz.kyle

I.H.F 19 - what happened

[flashback]

Being his fan, i can say that it was a pleasure supporting him, cheering him, saying his name while he is performing and lastly loving him has my idol. But in that thought i would never knew that i was his best friend back then.. until nagkamabutihan kami.. nagkakilala ng mabuti..

marami siyang natuklasan saakin. but onething he didnt know about me.. is my cancer. stage 4 na ang cancer ko still nagpapagamot na ko everyweek.

2months na ang nakakalipas simula nuong dumating si sam at nung sa mallshow. that day.. duon niya sana balak ako tanungin bilang maging girlfriend niya pero nahimatay ako sa gitna ng maraming tao at duon ko na rin nalaman na stage 4 na ang cancer ko..

Ayaw kong ipaalam sakanya dahil pagnalaman niya siguradong magaalala ng tuluyan yun. 2 months halos nag 3 months ng hindi kami nagkausap, hindi nag kita.. huli ko na lang siyang nakita nuong mall show..

He is still in the philippines samantalang ako nasa canada nagpapagamot.

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wala parin nagbabago sa profile niya, i scrolled down his profile and saw one tweet

"Happy wt @SabrinnaEvonne"

Youre right in what im reading.. sila ni sabrinna who use to be my bestfriend.

[End of flashback]

after 2 years..

2 years na rin ang nakakalipas.

Now im already 20 years old going to 21.. love? no comment. hahaha

"magui tara na! malate na tayo sa graduation!" graduate na ako has a civil eng. here sa canda.

Sam became my shoulder to cry on, became a friend when i need one and a guy who never let go of me kahit ang tigas na ng ulo ko.

di ko siya boyfriend a? kahit muntikan na kaming ipakasal ng parents namin.

"CONGRATS CIVIL ENG GRADUATES!" yes! Huhu graduate na rin ako..

"congrts panget graduate ka na rin kahit pasangawa HAHAHA"aba loko tong si sam porke top 1 siya..

"batukan kita u want?! If i know magkasunod lang tayo sa top! lika na nga hinihintay na tayo" yes po im top 2 huhehehehe

sumakay na kami sa kotse niya, dumaretso sa mansyon dahil may hinandang celebration daw ruon.

Pag pasok ng mansyon usual may 'CONGRATULATIONS!', then kainan tapos kwentuhan with family. Blah blah blah blah.

While eating biglang kumuha sa atensyon ko ang papa ni sam. "you guys need to attend our company in philippines." WAIT WHAAAT? NO WAY! NO. "Dad bakit kami ni magui? hindi ba pwede kayo na lang?"

"Guys you need to experience what we do. No buts. Ang flight niyo will be tomorrow morning." WHYYY WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO MEH! :(

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"magui baby! tara uwi na tayee" nasa topak nanaman tong si sam. after ng celebration, daretso kami ni sam sa condo.. yup we live together in a condo.

'philippines'

'philippines'

Wala ako problema sa pilipinas may problema ako sa isang tao ruon.. MAGUI! WAKE UP! WALA NAMAN KAYO WALA KANG DAHILAN PARA MAGING GANYAN. OKAY?

"are you still thinking what dad said?" Sam asked me while im fixing our things

"do you think im still into him? kaya ko nga inaayos tong mga gamit natin diba?" Sabi ko tska inayos na rin ang susuotin naming dalawa.