Scars Upon My Heart

Chapter 4

A/N: MY CHILDREN! IT'S BEEN A LONG, LONG TIME..... ! SO.....

Rather than having ANOTHER A/N instead of a chapter (which I hate because of a certain thing called false hope), I'm publishing a book in which will basically talk about my life and why I have been so absent these past months! As well as this, it shall include things like dates on when I'll be updating etc. etc. you know the gist... And I know I promised to tell you my grades so....
*wink wink*

As well as this, I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT I'M BACK BABY. Just because I have not been updating, it doesn't mean I've forgotten this book. I've been constantly thinking of new ideas and improvements for S.U.M.H EVERY SINGLE DAY because I'm dedicated to my story. EVEN THOUGH IT'S GONNA BE TOUGH because I have REAL GCSE examinations in two months, as well as a butt load of sixth form interviews and all that mumbo jumbo (#British life 101), I'm not giving up.

THIS WHOLE CHAPTER IS DEDICATED TO THE FABULOUS Bepbadatusernamesbop!
Words cannot describe the amazing support she's been giving me AND this story! YOU NEED TO CHECK OUT HER STORY! It is drop dead hilarious and yet strangely makes sense....
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*unedited*

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~I hate getting flashbacks from things I don't want to remember~

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      My light footfalls carried out as I made my way to the gates, never ending gazes still burning holes through my head. I cringed when I heard fragments of conversation from nearby students as I passed by, their blatant use of my name not going unnoticed by me.

"Oh my God, does she even know who she was talking to?"

"She couldn't have, believe me," the other girl whispered to her friends. "Otherwise she'd know how much of a big deal it is!"

Once her not so quiet words registered through my brain, I inhaled sharply. Were they still blabbering on about what happened at lunch? I had hoped, prayed more like, that my "conversation" with those people out in the fields would remain unnoticed, so no further attention could be given towards the new student. I mean it wasn't like it was such a massive deal. People talk. So what?

Oh I couldn't have been more wrong.

Apparently, according to everyone who was there, it was a major deal. I had quickly learnt that those people were not just any popular students. Oh no....they were THE popular students. According to a brunette boy I had overheard, they domineered the school's social ranks. They were admirable, respectable and practically everyone looked up to them. They basically 'ran' the school.

And I had caught their attention.

Anger shot through me like a knife as I began cursing myself once more for not hiding in the library. Such a silly mistake blew up in such a fuss! I lowered my head, walking ever so quickly. I was so done. This day was an utter mess and I just wanted to go home and curl into a ball. It wasn't long before the black, iron clad gates fell into view and before I knew it, I found myself trudging up the steps to my house, consumed in my depressing thoughts.