The Silent Ones

Chapter One

As I sit down in the back, I could hear people mumble about me. Their eyes were like scorching fire, burning deep within my soul. I tried to fit, to look beautiful. Even today I bought this strawberry madness lip balm. Still they're echoes about me in the class room. Slowly a girl approaches me, looking ever-so-serious to me.

She clamps a note on her thigh, hoping no one can see it. But of course me, the odd ball, could see the note sticking out. Her hair simmers in the sun light while her eyes glisten in the darkness. Beautiful blond hair, with gorgeous blue eyes, she is obviously the leader of the demons that haunt me.

She stands right above me with a smile, her teeth grasping the sun light around her, just to shine 10x brighter than a average human teeth should. "Sara? I have this for you." She slants her head to the side, letting her hear fall like a curtain. As she drops the perfectly folded note on the desk, I absently stare at her. I'm not sure what to feel right now, happy or freaked. As I slowly grasps the thought of the note being for me, I could tell everyone was starring at us, wanting to know what the note says.

With a good big breath, I picked up the note trying to unfold, do my best to keep it neat. All I could see is a tiny hand writing in the far left of it, an already I feel as if this was a mistake. Quickly I open it to see what it says, and by my surprise it says nothing. My heart drops two-thousand feet from my body, melting it's way to safety. I looked up in a instant to see if this was on accident, and obviously it wasn't. Everyone laughs, knowing already what was drawn inside the paper. I look once more at this garbage, a drawing of a girl with a rope around her neck, an still I'm wondering if their laughing at this.

With all my might I try to keep myself together, to make sure no one sees me cry. But it was too late. Once that tiny tear squeezed it's way out, the rest thought it was for the best to follow right behind it. Everyone laughs louder to mock my pain, to hurt me worse than ever. I crumble the paper with all my might and tossed it aside.

"Everyone get into your seats!" Mr.Gray yells across the room. Bethany, the girl who passed me the note, looks at me with a cat like smile while going to her seat. My chest tightens so hard that it felt as if the atmosphere changed. Ever most difficult to breath, so hard that my face turned bright cherry red. In a hurry I got out my seat and walked out the room, ever second faster than the other.

I walk out with tears drowning my happiness, allowing my hair to protect my face. "Sara!" Mr.Gray urges me to sit down but it was too late. I open the door with force, slamming it right behind me.
Should I kill myself?

I think to myself while I go in the bathroom. I think I look so beautiful. Burnet hair, silver blue eyes, no acne, no flaws. Still the can grab some out of thin air and claim it for me. Turn on the sink water still having tears that bit has fully dried off. I could hear the water pour out, wanting me to touch, to use it. I dragged my hands under the water, feeling the luke warm water brush against my hands. In a slow pace i splash it against my face, wiping my tears off.

Lord forgive me for I have sinned.