Calling You

1. Stranger

    It was raining, covering the windshield of her black jeep as she sat alone in the parking lot. Hands gripping the steering wheel so tight her knuckles were turning white. Everything was spinning, as he was the only thing she could think about. She was going insane. How could she let this happen ?

How could she stop it ? Did she want to stop it ? Something about it felt so right. She didn't mean to fall head over heels for the curly haired boy with the darkest shade of green eyes that you could easily get lost in . 6 months ago she could've sworn she'd never let anyone get that close to her ever again. She was just getting by just fine before and she didn't need him to come and fix her, but she made the best mistake by letting him. She needs him. She loved him so much, to the point that she was absolutely terrified to lose him. He was the supply of happiness she has been desperately, secretly seeking for her entire life.

As her thoughts became more distorted, she realized.. She realized that no matter, what she will do anything possible to keep him in her life. She could not lose him.. 

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6 MONTHS PRIOR .. 

    For the last 10 days of summer break, I drove. For 10 days it was nothing but running around the same places I've seen only a million times before. Driving past the lonely apartment complex I shared with nobody but myself. I cranked my radio on loud, singing at the top of my lung needing nothing more than to hear another humans voice. I guess my own will have to do. 

    But now break is over, i'm walking up to the university from the distant lot. I'm happy i'm here. It's done and over with. Don't get me wrong, vacation was nice but it was lonely, that's the thing, it felt like I was floating into space. Only thing keeping me sane was the little coffee shop down a few blocks from my apartment. My phone buzzes, I fish it out and it's a text from Nichole who I miss dearly. She's attending university back in the states, she begged me to stay but I really needed to move and get away from there, it was time for a change.

Nichole ; Hope you have a great day and keep your eyes peeled, I heard the collage boys there were hot . xx ;)

I roll my eyes and chuckle while putting my phone back in my pocket and resuming my walk into the university. Hours go by and I can't think of nothing more than going home, yes this is nice but I think a date with my couch and the TV sounds much better. Biting my lip, I struggle to finish my sketch knowing I can't leave if I don't finish, it seemed at least 45 minutes later I finally finish. " Thank god " I mumble under my breath while standing and grabbing my stuff from my work space. I walk up to the professor and hand him the slightly messed up sketch and of lady, he smiles and nods, I return not caring half as much as he does while I leave the university and make my way back to the Jeep.

I unlock my door and slide in. Strapping myself in, I turn the keys and back out of the lost. " Now what is there on the radio " I ask myself while flipping through the channels until I land on one I like. " Near to you, I am healing but it's taking so lon-;" I sing along with the music feeling the least bit of joy until my phone suddenly starts buzzing with a text from one of my friends.

Friend ; Hey ! You should really come by this club with me and Hannah tonight. Hope to see you there. xx 

I roll my eyes. Clubs aren't really my thing but I guess one time wouldn't hurt, then again i spent the entire summer locked away in my apartment with nothing but my TV and my favorite tea that was specially sent to me.  With that I annoyingly make my way towards the club with the shitty directions I received.

"Ha ha!" I cry, my voice being drained out by the frantic pulse of the club, my body slowly relaxing in the steady sway of the crowd. I flinched every now and then when a stranger brushed against me, but the alcohol had helped a bit to numb my senses, allowing me to lose myself among the rapidly growing crowd. Sweat beaded up my neck, a wave of heat washing over me, it was impossible to tell how long i'd been there, it had to be around midnight. I glance down at my wrist, soon realizing I had left my watch at home because the old worn out complexion didn't really match the sleek navy blue dress I had magically managed to squeeze into. 

I suddenly jumped as someone pressed in right behind me, face directly next to mine. " Dance with me " the voice shouted loud enough to be heard over the noise. He grabbed my waist spinning me around, pulling me closer into the limited space between us. His sheer size alone was enough to inspire fear in my heart. He seemed harmless. Reminding myself to breath, I stayed in his arms allowing my body to mold against his. I could practically feel him grinning, " possibly " I chuckle, spinning away, my heart ready to beat out of my chest at any given moment. He caught my arm holding me there, not tight enough to hurt me and I bet I could've broke free if I tried but something seemed to keep me planted there.

Locking away my emotions, he spun me back in. " why would I " I said cocking my hand on my hip, trying to meet his gaze. Ignore my question, his eyes hungrily made their way down the expanse of my body and I instantly felt exposed. Taking everything in me not to cover myself and flee, I stayed planted. Struggling to control my breathing, I was thankful for the music that was drowning the sounds of my hammering heart. 

" Because you need me " He bluntly stated, sealing his lips to mine in a rough embrace. 

( A/N ) So i'm going to stop here. I hope this wasn't such a long chapter but I hope you enjoy. I will be updating at least 2 to 3 times a week if possible. Also feedback would greatly be appreciated. Thanks loves. xx