Escaping The Alpha

Chapter Ten: Is it Possible to Love and Hate at the Same time?

Chapter Ten: Is it Possible to Love and Hate at the Same time?

David's POV

Hurt. Pain. Denial

Why would she do this to me? I haven't done anything to her and she just plain out rejects me. I don't get it. But what I DO get is this great amount of pain and it's increasing by the moment. I need to talk to her but I can't find myself wanting to.

She didn't have to say 'I reject you' because what she said was enough to bring pain to us. I don't like the idea of my mate rejecting me but I can't do anything about it. Just one look at her and I felt like I was in love. When I kissed her for the first time it was like I was in heaven and having her hands roam around my body and hair was just a bonus. I felt sparks everywhere when we touched, the more we kissed the more my wolf was slowly battling me for control.

If I would have kissed her longer I would have taken her then and there but my brother had interuppted us.

I looked at Stephen and took in his emotions. He was angry, furious just because I was making out with my mate. Jealousy spursed through me but I didn't want it to show. Nathan was now reaching the surface to prove to him that he doesn't need to explain to anyone what we were doing and to put him in his place. But I can't do that, he's my little brother.

My mate always comes first so when she tried to move away from me I couldn't stop the growl that escaped my mouth.

"Gaby I'll take you home."

"Umm I don't think its necessary David. I think I can manage on my own."

"Nonsence, my MATE shouldn't be walking home."

Okay, Okay i'll amit it. I wanted to proclaim to the whole world she's MY mate. So I strechted the word a little longer,  both Gaby and Stephen's eyes turned wide. I knew Stephen would react like that by why did Gaby look like that? I dont know, but something is telling me I shouldn't have done that.

I kept my gaze at Gaby and she looked like she was agruing with herself, or shall I say with her wolf.

She's nervous

How can you tell?

I can feel her wolf's agitation

Do you know how she's doing?

She's not doing well, but something big is going to happen. And I don't like it one bit.

Wait. Nathan doesn't like this, oh no. Is she thinking about rej-no. I can't even say that word not at all. Just imagining what I would do if she rejecting me brought sadness to my heart.

"I don't have a mate."

She pushed past me and left. I stood there shocked, corrupted, shattered, and lost. My wolf howled in sadness and I just stood there. I didn't bother to look back at her. She rejected me, me future Alpha.

I closed my eyes to no longer see the world. Reality is cruel. A single tear escaped me and soon enough more came down. I was broken.

I felt pain all over my body and most of all my heart. I fell to my knees and just sobbed like I've never cried before. Not once have I cried. Not when my goldfish swimy died of over feeding, not when my mom was soon close to death, and not even when my brother was attacked by rogues and was almost beaten to death. But just one tiny girl who hasn't even been part of my life yet has me down on my knees crying all because she didn't want me.

Is it possible to love and hate her at the same time? Because what she's doing to me is unfair and cruel.

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For the past hour I've been nothing but hurting. Stephen told me that he tried to talk to her but to no avail, instead she fainted in his arms.

I was furious and concerned. I mean I was mad because well he basically had her in his arms and was proud for being called her hero. Jackass. And I was worried because she fainted, she's ill and didn't even tell me.

I waited in my room for about four hours and it was now dark outside. I need to talk to her, I can't and I won't accept her rejection.

Go to her.

Nathan longed to see her and her wolf we both needed to find out why she rejected us and that's what I did.

It didn't matter that it was dark I had to talk to her. I asked Stephen if I could borrow his car he hesitated for a while but agreed. He told me the way to Gabriela's house and before I knew it I was at her place. This wasn't an average house this was a fucken mansion.

A mansion.

Let me repeat it once more A MANSION.

Is she now rich all of a sudden? Okay FOCUS, no need to wallow up on her stuff just focus on finding her and talking to her.

I parked the car two houses away so she wouldn't pick up my scent. I made my way to her house but instead of knocking I walked around her house to search for another way in.

It seemed like forever but I finally caught her scent and made my way towards it. I stopped behind the house and looked up to see a balcony on the second floor. I didn't need to think twice about my action and I jumped up to the balcony.

The door was closed but not locked. I opened the door and made my way inside. I took in her room and it was not what I expected.

Her room was huge, white and blue sheets, white walls, carpet floor, two doors, and band pictures all over.

I took my time to look all around her room when I heard footsteps approaching. I quickly made my way into the first door I saw, it was her closet. And might I say she has tons of clothes.

I crouched down and closed the door behind me and looked through the small pep hole.


It was Gaby.

Her appearance shocked me. She looked worn out and in pain my poor baby.

Her wolf is in pain.

Why?

Because she rejected us. I can feel her wolf's pain.

Now I really need to get some answers.

She walked to her balcony and looked confused for a moment. She crunched up her nose in a cute way and turned around to look at her backyard.

I need to get out now. Right when I was about to get up and walk to her I heard her say two words that warmed my heart.

"I'm sorry"

Did she just apologize? I felt as if she was saying sorry for her actions instead of anything else. But I still am determined more than ever to go after her.

I stood up from her closet and reached out to open the door. She probably hasn't noticed me or she's just ignoring me. Either way I had to touch her, I had to make sure she knew I was here.

"Gaby"

I grabbed her hand and just stared at her. She turned around and took me by surprise. She intwined our hands and looked me in the eyes.

She had been crying. Her eyes showed sadness, anger, hurt, and something else I couldn't quite understand.

"David. What are you doing here?"

It took me a while to let the words sync in because I now had my eyes focused on our linked hands. Sparks of pleasure went through my body and I instantly felt better. Just by a single touch by her and I felt as if I was in pure bliss. This girl will be the death of me.

"David?"

I quickly took my vision away from our hands and looked at Gaby.

"We need to talk."

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Sorry if you guys found this short but ill make the other chapter longer I promise :D. And are you guys serious 1.1k reads? You guys are amazing! Please vote and comment, I really do appreciate it if you guys do. It encourages me to write and update more. What will David say? What has gotten into Gaby all of a sudden? Find out next chapter . Picture of David on the side >>> 




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