Life is just a long way to die,
A dagger cutting deep into my heart,
Every tear turns to ice,
Yet my wrists keep on crying,
What is the point on breathing?
When all that I can see is the end,
Do I turn numb from these frozen tears,
Every lie stains my twisted mind,
All those years of praying for life now gone,
I vanish with the wind,
I sink into the endless of pit of despair,
I search for a simple emotion,
I have become too broken,
Painted black and white,
The colours of the world have drained away,
All I can see is what is left to me,
Only the scars remain on my skin and my heart,
Memories linger poisoning my mind,
Every day I am fading,
There's no escape from this masquerade,
It will always be raining,
No more light in this dark life,
I end it with the blade, I end it with a knife,
This is my realisation,
I am fading away into nothing.
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Ash and Roses
PoetryPoetry I started years ago and have started adding to again cause why not. Life is a bitch, eat a banana and move on yadada. So this is about abuse, self harm, depression and mental illness. I've had a bit happen to me but hey not everything is that...