Jealousy you sneaky beast.
I hate you.
But for some reason I cannot seem to hate the origin of my jealousy. This obsession for him scares me.
Guess I have to step in the jealousy line. Number #8 as his conquest.
But in truth and in fact I never engaged sexual with him.
Not that the thought never crossed my mind though.
I conquered him! But why don't I feel victorious.
Am I truly a conqueror or a coward?
I jumped off
What's worst I knew it would never last yet I gave into the flame.
I know it's rather lame.
But I'm not the only blame.
My only constellation however than all his ex-girlfriends or new girlfriend combined is that......I LOVED HIM MORE.
I may not have had enough time to fully understand him. But I had enough time to recognize the growing individual.
If you love something set it free.
One of thee most craziest lines in history.
However I believe I have crossed that lie of insanity already. I know when to step back and give people their space.
And I hope in time he will come to understand the sacrifice I made for the sake of love.
Because like many things around him I believe he will begin to out grow them.
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Another Brokenhearted Girl.
Short StoryEver wonder what it feels like for the girl who didn't get her happily ever after? We all have experienced it Broken heart Syndrome. But if only the diagnosis was the cure.
