Carmen
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My heart broke into pieces. Justin likes Hailey, a lot, and I feel like complete shit. I was wrong, I thought that we had a connection, but as again my thoughts were mistaken. I should not be hurt, but I am.
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I looked out my bedroom window seeing Justin and Hailey walking hand in hand, smiling. It pained me. She's a porn star, she posts sexual videos for people's pleasure, and he dates her? Maybe he is interested in those types of girls. I went on my laptop going on a famous porn website and signed up. I'm going to do it, if this is what it takes, I'll do it.
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My user name was PlayWithCarmen. I did not know what I was thinking. I will be showing my body to tons of people who don't care about me just for a boy. It sucked, and I'm stupid enough to do it.
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I filmed my first video. I wanted to keep it short and simple. I stripped and fingered myself and I was nervous as hell. It was short, but that's a start right? Minutes later, I got several notifications, from both boys and girls. I also got one text.
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1:48 PM: Carmen what the fuck.
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