I wish I could forget. I wish I could just move on with my life, and be with her. I wish... I wish I knew how to quit you, Cry.
Who am I kidding? I don't want to leave you. And yet when I look back, I realize why we can't be together. Everything else in the world is keeping us from being together: our fans, family, and those homophobic bastards... There was nothing we could do about it.
I know, I know. I shouldn't do this to Marzia. But then again, I'm not the only one who feels this way. I know you can't get over me either. Isn't that why you still call me at such a late hour?
"How's it goin'? Why are you calling me so late?"
"Sup. I just... missed you, is all."
Then, I would get lured in by your silken voice and before I knew it, we would talk for hours and I realize... I never really got over you.
"Hey, Cry." I would ask. "Does she know you're still talking to me? Won't it start a fight?"
And you would just answer, "Don't worry about it, Pewds. How about you? Does she know?"
"No. I don't think she has a clue. I hope she never finds out."
Hey, Cry. Sometimes, I really wish that she was you. I guess... I guess we never really moved on, did we?
Hey, Cry? To me, you have the lips of an angel. Whenever I hear your voice, it's like my soul just... relaxes into it. Especially when you say my name, my real name, it sounds so sweet and angelic and I can only close my eyes and imagine that you're beside me, lulling my soul into a peaceful sleep.
Then again, I open my eyes and I realize, you're not there anymore. Someday, we just have to forget.
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Lips of an Angel (PewdieCry)
FanfictionThey were the perfect couple. They loved each other, and had the time of their lives together. But everything must come to an end... or does it?