You know what?
Intimidation is very common in my life.
I am intimidated by everything.
I guess, for me, intimidation, fearfulness, and anxiousness all go hand in hand. They all work together in my life.
Alright, I'll give an example.
Just talking to someone can be intimidating. There are various people that I know that I am kind of intimidated to talk to, not because I am scared of them, but because I am scared of messing up when I do talk to them.
What if I attempt to make a joke but they don't laugh at it? Now I would just look stupid and I would end up being scared to think about what they think about me.
Do you see where these three emotions play a large part in this circumstance alone?
Yeah, imagine that for a lot of the things too, not just talking to people.
That's me.
I think I have said something of the nature before, but I can never seem to control a lot of the things that are related to my psychological side of my body.
Internal emotions are one of these things.
It's so frustrating, because I can't talk to someone or just sit around people without those three emotions haunting me.
Intimidation: "Oh my god, I hope they aren't looking at me."
Fearfulness: "I hope they aren't saying anything..."
Anxiety: "I know they are some things. I just have a feeling."
It. Sucks.
Love Always,
My Fearfulness
