There are people in my life, currently, that I cannot think about living without.
I don't know if this ever happens to you, but sometimes I imagine what my life would be like if I didn't have these people to fill my days with happiness and laughter.
My conclusion is always the same.
It wouldn't be life.
A life is only worth living if you have the people you love surrounding you.
Of course, if these certain someone's were not in my life, I wouldn't know I loved them so much, but I can imagine what a life without laughter and happiness is like, because I have been through it.
Imagine being in a school with people who don't care about you for half of your life. It is a terrible routine, if you could not imagine it yourself. That's what my life back then was.
A routine.
I would go to school. Probably get talked about. Talk to the people I forced myself to be friends with. And then I left school, only to come home and get ready for the same thing the next day.
This all continued until I moved schools. This is where everything changed. Well, it was a factor in my change and my journey to find the ones I would soon find myself loving so much.
That half of a school year is when I fell out of my routine. I found people I enjoyed. I enjoyed talking to the friends I had made.
Then high school came.
High school has to be the best thing that could have ever happened to me. You hear many people talking about how they hate it, but I love it and long for it. I long for the days of the weekend to fly by so I can be with the people that I won't dare imagine to part with.
And when these days come, it is only a matter of time before my spirits are lifted.
Today is one of the days that I think about what my life would be like without them. I have still yet to come up with an answer to this question, because the basic answer that I have given is not good enough for my wandering mind. I want to find an answer. I want to understand why I wouldn't be able to live without these people. I want to know what my life would be like had I never met these people. I want to know if I am the only one who voices this thought to themselves and writes 500 words about it. I want to know if I am the only one who feels this way.
Love always,
My Curiosity
