second choice

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Chapter 15

As me and Justin I am holding his hand and he is holding me all I can think is the house has so many memories some good but some bad all the and memories come from my parents OK so know I wish we move just for a fresh start.

" Justin "as I look at him and he looks at me

" yea Selena"

" I I ....." as I get cut off

" Selena I am not going anywhere let's go " as he opens the door and we step in my house

As I walk more in the house I see Nathan Derek ugh why him Evan though I result need him right know I need him to hold me even though I said get away from me I just I need him more then ever. As I turn the corner I see Jasmine as she runs up to me and hugs me and gives me a little smile like she doesn't know what to say as I smile back. OK I am not sad that they are died because I didn't know them so how can I be sad they left us not the other way and plus they didn't love us so OK I may be a little upset because they died but I just I didn't know them I guise its just because I need answer and I am hoping that raven will answer them because all she cares about us Nathan after I found out about him it has been none stop abut him and know that. Am old enough so stop and I leave for a couple of days she is know starting to care like what the fuck raven. As I lean on the fridge and I let go of Justin hand so Derek doesn't think of anything of it I hear Catherine come down the staris I can always tell its her by just the way she walks. As she walks over to me and gives me a hug and whispers something in my ear(" hey Selena I missed you need to talk in 5 meet my room you can bring Justin") as I sit there and nod as I look around the room thinking are they going to talk or are they going to just stare at the celling that's not fun why do I have to make everyone talk like gosh.

OK I am wondering why Catherine needs to talk to me I cant stop thinking abut what she wonts I hope its good news I need it right know because just looking at raven who won't Evan look at me she didn't Evan give me a hug what the hell is going on we us to be close we us to tell each other everything what the hell happened she is just sitting there and Derek I just catch a glips of Derek starring at me ugh I hate this no one is talking I didn't come home for this my sister is just ugh fucking talk.

" OK fine I'll talk first hi everyone " as I give everyone a eye roll as Justin is standing right beside me leaning in me

The warmth that is coming from Justin is coming me down it feels so good but I wish that it was Derek standing beside me but no he is standing beside raven and staring me in the eye ugh those eyes omg I miss this ever time he stares at me I just won't to melt I have butter flies in my stumick omg I miss him all I Wont to do is kiss him again ugh but why aren't they talking like just speak like fuck.

" Selena I know you aren't going to care but mom and dad died they were driving oh wait going somewhere and the plane crashed" as she stares at me making sure I am OK

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