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chapter 5 hes got me

i wake up and i am looking at Derek sleeping right beside me he looks so quit and peaceful i love that as i am looking at Derek i see Derek slowly moving and he starts looking at me with those green eyes of his i see a smile come out of it. i just wont to melt all i can think is that i am happy that he's here with me but i no i have to face what happened yesterday it was yesterday and today i have to face real life i no this is real life but i cant lay here all day with him. Evan though i would like to. i no when i go down stairs Raven and Catherine and Jasmine there gong to say something i just know it. I look at Derek with at smile in my face

" what Selena"

" oh sorry for staring"

" tell me"

" oh I was just thinking I can't believe what happened yesterday I didn't think my body would let me"

" are you saying you wish you didn't do it with me!?"

When Derek was saying that to me all I can think is I didn't mean to sound so like I didn't won't to have sex with him I didn't mean it like that he's probably mad at me omg I am scarred what if I had sex with him and then he just used me to sex.

Derek looks at me with a angry face" Selena"

I answer him in a scared voice " yea sorry no I don't mean that I wish I didn't have sex with you I am glad I did I just I am surprise that my body would let me that's all and"

Derek looks at me with relief " and ???"

" I hope u didn't just want sex from me nothing else because if its that you can forget it I am not like that"

" Selena I told you so many times I couldn't care if you didn't have sex I mean it would be nice but I am happy if your happy I really like you"

As he is telling me this I start to smile with joy yes I am glad he doesn't just want sex and I wanna tell him that I really like him I mean a lot but I am scared but for right now I am just going to tell him I like him too here we go

"Derek I really like you too"

As I am sating that were smiling at each other he lends in to give me a kiss to say good bye but before he gets up I grab him i started pulling him back down as I am downing that I laugh and he smiles.

" Selena what's wrong"

I didn't say anything I lend up so we really close he goes closer like to the point there is no room between us and we started kissing he lends me down I can hear him whispering something but I couldnt really hear or mabey i wasn't paying attention we stopped kissing for a second

" what Derek"

" why didn't u won't me to go"

" because I wanted you stay with me and I wanted to see that if I pulled you would u stay or go and you stayed"

" I am differently going to stay i didn't think you wanted me to stay"

" oh I do" I look at him at smile

As I am smiling at Derek and smiling at me I can fell that I am starting getting weakness when he looks at me or smiles at me and touches me and when he is around me. As I am looking at Derek he lends down to kiss me again as were kissing I can fell him get hard but I am not Evan paying attention I am in heaven right know at this moment as i clime on top of Derek and i start playing with Derek hair i can fell him going in my shirt but then all a sudden i can feel is my problem coming so i no i have to stop him as i claim off of him can here him asking me something