MY LIFE IS OVER (CONFUSED IN LOVE)

CHAPTER 1

Picture of Sandy at the side

Sandy's POV

Hey I'm Sandy. A pretty and popular red haired with stunning brown eyes. Today is the first day of school after summer vacation.

After what happened I almost completely isolated myself from the outside world and only hung out with my friend.

I was just too scared to see him or even talk to him. But now I have to face the music, we have the same classes and put about friends sit on the same table just because we're the popular clique.

I just hope that I make through this day without acting mental or exposing that I like Randy. I barley managed to make it through classes without doing anything stupid.

The cafeteria is now the real challenge. Everyone watching your every move.

But worst of all I sit right next to Randy and our arms brush against each other.

I have no idea what I'm supposed to do I just can't handle this I have to ask someone for advice. I know the perfect person,Decoda, my BFF

A girl with blonde hair plus orange highlights lovely dark blue eyes and light pink lips. She's also pretty and smart. I've known her since third grade.
She knows everything about me. I just hope she doesn't think I'm a slut. Nah it s Decoda she can't think that of me.

But wait I kinda have a boyfriend already and Randy has a girlfriend. I wish Randy and I hadn't kissed. Darn you Randy and your good looks. I just can't do this myself.

So I met up with Decoda before she entered the cafeteria. And I told her every single thing I could in the lowest tone ever.

From the look on her face I could tell that she was shocked. "OMG!" She squealed as loud as ever attracting everyone's attention.

Before she could say another word I covered her mouth and quickly pulled her into the girls locker room, calmed her down and she told me something which got me more confused than ever that ni just wanted to cry.

She began "Think about everything that happened and what led to it, and ask yourself,

was it an accident ?or you really wanted to do it wanted it to happen?

Did you have a crush on him before?

Did you try to fight it but you didn't succeed?"

"I don't know but questions like this can help bit just know one thing only you can provide answers to this question. And ooh be rest assured cause' I'm definitely going to best friend go through this"

she said in a supportive way with a comforting smile.

She left to touch up her make up and as she left I felt as empty as ever like I wanted die.

I had not one clue to those questions she told me to ask myself. I mean I have just never really felt like this before or experienced this before, being scared to tell anyone about my feelings.

I was literally going to have a nervous breakdown. I hate my life so much

Why does everything have to be so complicated?

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