Not Alone (Nash Grier) ‹Book 1›

Chapter 1

Another day in the hell hole. I physically hate school. The only reason i go is to become a cosmetologist. Ive dreamed of being one since i was a little kid.

I got on an outfit i wont miss ever and put makeup on to look half way descent. Ive been bullied since the 9th grade because i was dared to kiss someone in front of my boyfriend. No one talks to me now. They either dont know me or they think im a whore.

I rode the big yellow long thing to school. I live on the other side of town, but this school is the closest to my house. I walk in the huge doors and bump into Haily. One of my bullys. " oh guess who showed up ?" She smiled evilly at me.

I roll my eyes at her and start walking away.

" Hey Wait, i wanted to show you something." She yelled for me. I look back with confusion washed over my face

"If you dont come, I'll just have to force you to." She giggled

I glared at her and walked away once again.

"Okay, i guess the slut wont listen, boys!" she snaps. All at once im being carried to who knows where. We get to a dark little room. I look around with confusion. "What the hell Haily!" I screamed as she pulled my hair. "Oh, shes crying." She says as a tear flows down freely. I fall to the floor when she has one of the guys hit me in the stomach, knocking the wind out of me. I cry silently as they leave, after a few minutes the bell rings and i get up and walk to the office.

"What happened?" The lady asked. "I fell." I said looking at my Tared clothing, from the guys pulling me.

"Mhm" she mumbles . " I want to sign out."I state, looking her in the eyes. "Okay."She sighed because this is the third time I've skipped school this week.

I called my mom to come and pick me up. After a little while she finally came. I walked up, with pain in my stomach. Theres probably going to be bruise.

"What happened this time?" My mother asked me. "Fell" I lied.

She shook her head disapprovalingly. I sighed a little then told her the truth. "A kid punched me in the stomach" i said looking down. She rolled her eyes. "You probably deserved it, you little selfish liar." She said

I looked at her with crazy eyes. How dare she, shes my own mother for gods sake!!

After we got to my house, i went inside my bedroom immediately. I was crying my eyes out, i need it.

I look under my bed and dont see a box. "What the hell!" I screamed, running my fingers through my hair. I looked around more when i found a safety pin on my desk. I smiled having another salty tear slip. This will have to do. I stick it on my skin slicing one cut. I see no blood so i do it agian, and agian, and agian in tell theres no room left. I smile down at my newly created cuts. God I've missed this. Its only been a day. Its scary to think that the longest ive been clean is 3 days.

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Hey guys!! First chapter of the first book

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