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CHAPTER NINETEEN

He pulled me in and took me upstairs.

I kept asking him questions and he just said that he'd explain everything and that I just needed to be patient.

"So?" He said once we were sat comfortably on the couch in one of the rooms.

I looked at him.

He had changed.

He'd grown to being a beautiful guy. I saw how his dark locks of hair fell on his forehead making his emerald green eyes shine brighter than ever and I saw how he had built a physique of an athlete as his t-shirt was snug against his broad shoulders and perfect torso.

He looked hot, to be honest.

"So you're going to tell me how and why you ended up here," I raised an eyebrow at him.

"Long story," he sighed and rest his hands above his head.

"I've got time, you know."

"Ash, there's this group of boys in school. They're, um, kind of, um.. bullying me," he looked down at his feet.

"Are you serious?" I asked concerned.

"Of course I am," he exhaled loudly and ran a hand through his hair.

"Tell me everything."

"Okay, so these guys are older than me but they failed two times and are repeaters. They bully everyone who doesn't do what they say.

I was one of the kind. I ignored them, didn't obey their orders so I became the victim.

They beat me up, made me eat dirt and Mike, the leader of the gang, made me do things I can't even talk about.

I complained the school authorities but they waved it off. They wouldn't do anything because Mike's father provides funding to the school. There was nothing I could do.

So I just thought to disappear for some days. Maybe then he'll forget me. At least that's what I hope for."

"Zach, all this happened and you're telling me now?" I pulled him into a hug. He sniffed.

I felt so bad I couldn't express it.

We stayed like that for a while till something struck me.

"How about changing your school?" I asked him.

He looked blank. And for some reason he didn't meet my eye. A smile appeared on my face as I understood what the matter was.

"You didn't think of it before?" I raised my eyebrow at him.

"Do I have to say it out loud?" And we broke into a fit of laughter.

Zach kept nudging me to stop laughing but I just couldn't. He was so silly. All he had to do was apply into another school and what he did was stage a runaway and hide out in the neighbourhood!

I took hold of his hand and pulled him up to his feet and started walking down the stairs.

"Whoa! Where are you taking me?" He said.

"Home. Clair's worried as fuck, you know."

"Ash wait!" He stopped me and hugged me from behind burrying his face in the crook of my neck before whispering in my ears, "I've missed you so much."

"Me too." I stated and kissed his cheek.

"So how about we just sit here and talk?" He said softly. His hands still wrapped around my waist.

"We could talk as much as we want once we're home."

"I don't think so.." He trailed off.

"What is it?"

"You didn't tell me that you've brought your boyfriend along," he nuzzled his face deeper.

I jerked away to face him.

"Boyfriend?"

He pointed towards the window in front of him. I saw a nose pressed on it.

Raymond?

What was he doing?

I bolted out of the house to confront him as I heard Zach chuckle behind me.

Memories from last night flashed my mind and I held my breath as I saw him looking sexy as ever. His eyes were swollen and it hurt me to see him so worn out.

"Are you okay?" was what I shouldn't have asked him given his condition but what came out of my mouth was, "What do you think you're doing?"

"Oh! I'm sorry I caught you red handed," he snorted.

"I don't know what you are talking about."

"Don't pretend Snow. Not with me." He glared at me.

"Ray?" I went closer to him and touched his cheek.

I'll be damned. Shouldn't I be controlling my desires now?

He flinched at my touch and backed away.

"Oh please! Now I know why you didn't want me to come here with you."

"Ray," I bearthed out.

"Maybe you were right. It would have been better of I hadn't come. You and your Zach would get plenty of time to spend together." He said through gritted teeth.

"I see where you're taking this."

"Snow, I saw you getting out of the back door. I saw how he hugged you so tightly. I saw him taking you upstairs. You guys returned after an hour. Yes, I have been here waiting. I don't need to say what you might have been doing up there. And your actions after getting down. Really close. Just like a couple."

"That's enough Ray." I gulped.

"Snow, I thought you were saying the truth when you said that you and Zach were just friends. But what I saw between you two.." He spitted.

The earth moved beneath me.

Didn't I warn myself to not open up to anyone?

Because I knew how I would end up?

Proving myself to everyone was the idea I ran away from.

And here I was standing in front of the guy I was deeply in love with facing the moment I had been avoiding for years.

Tears ran down my face.

"Snow.." Raymond instantly came forward and wiped the tears on my face when I heard Zach who came running behind me and pushed Raymond away from me.

"Back off." He shouted at Raymond who glared back at him.

"Here comes your knight in shining armour," he clapped his hands.

I stared at him. Shocked as I was.

What was wrong with him?

"Zach, you're right. We should spend some time together. Alone."

I looked at Raymond directly in the eye before holding Zach's hand and turning to go back in the house leaving Raymond standing there with his filthy thoughts and disgusting behaviour.    

(A/N : Don't kill me! I felt as much bad writing this chapter as you felt reading it. But you see, this was important. Why? You'll know later. Views? Please?)