We all feel lost sometimes
We crank up our music
Drown in the rhymes
You won't always feel this broken
You'll be fine I swear
All you need
Is someone to care
You stay home at night
Listen to music, wrong and right
You think too much
Just hold on tight
Think about your future
Think about your dreams
You'll get away from here
Not always as bad as it seems
You are the designer
Of your own catastrophe
You run away
You scream
"Please don't come after me"
And suddenly you're sad
For no reason at all
All the weight on your shoulders
Makes it hard to stand tall
You were drowning
But no one saw your fight
You were dying
Falling into the black of night
But please don't worry
Everything'll be alright
You feel nothing
But too much at the same time
Feel like you're trapped in a box
Not unlike a mime
And then
Everything falls apart
Over again
You're always haunted
By the fear you'll waste your life
Your mind falls into black
And you pick up your knife
It speeds up
Seems to fall into black
Shots from all around
Feelin' like you're under attack
You want to be taken
To the time of a happy you
You want to disappear
Leave no clue
Everything is broken now
Not like things were great before
Sticks and stones
May break my bones
But words can't hurt me
Actually
That's a lie
Words make you break down and cry
Words can pin your wings
When you're trying to fly
Been held down so long
Why even bother to try
Why is life
Always break or bust
When did everyone
Lose their ability to trust
Oh I remember when,
If I think back again,
Right about the time your "friends"
Threw you straight into the wind
So you pick up a paper
Pick up a pen
You write how you feel
Over again
Close your eyes
And count to ten
Yeah, I guess that's about when.
You drag along in life
Eyes as dull as they can be
Blackness clouds over
Now you can't see
You sit down and cry
Look up at the sky
Silently ask one question:
Why?
Why was it you
What'd you ever do
You guess you deserve
All the things they say
You repeat that lie to yourself
Every day