Moments of Pain

Part 17

Just like any other sessions,

A month back,

My doctor asked me,

"What do you think,

all this years

has the illness brought changes in you?"

I felt baffled,

I couldn't answer.

There have been times,

When I smuggled into the dents of my weakness,

Or stood upright on the peaks of my patience.

I'm not a perfect human being.

It would be unfair to claim any side,

Unfair to my body..

Strange how I never thought on it before,

Strange that the question appealed to me,

In a sense that I rummaged my inner self for weeks.

I finally found an answer,

I couldn't pick and point few traits.

But in fact..

It's all because of my illness,

Whoever I am today..

Without which I couldn't have been,

Whatever I am today..

My thoughts can't fathom to imagine,

The evolution of person in me,

If I haven't had such Moments of Pain.

No matter what..

I wouldn't want to trade anything, any wish or any happiness,

For my Moments of Pain..

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A/N - This is more of a confession to myself rather than a poetry.
Dedication to @aabhie a dear friend. I'm starting to have a different bond with her!