*GGV*
Vice: "Kinikilig ka ba sakin or nao-awkwardan?"
Karylle: "Sabi ni Billy, kinikilig daw. Ako kase, pag nasa entablado hinahayaan ko nalang ang emosyon ko."
Vice: *Laughs* "Bakit ka kinikilig?"
Karylle: "May times kasi na pogi ka..."
Well Vice, gwapo ka talaga. Plus points yun, that's why I like you even more. I don't know why all of a sudden, halos lahat nalang ng gwapo ay bakla. It makes me sad.
*GGV*
Vice: "Anong totoong naramdaman mo noong nangyare ito?" *shows their bedscene from Showtime Holy Week special*
Uhm, okay... So the bed scene with him. It was awkward, really. I like Vice but I never thought of being on bed with him. I may fantasize over him sometimes pero hanggang kiss lang ang nai-imagine ko.
Vice not wearing a shirt. Omg. May abs din pala siya, I never know. Naka-3 takes kami ng scene na yon, meron kasing maingay sa labas. Wala naman talagang nangyari dun. Camera angles nalang ang may salarin on why we look like we're really having sex. There's not even a kiss on my lips. Just on my forehead and that's why I felt so respected.
*GGV*
Vice: "Bakit gusto mo maging mabango sa pang-amoy ko? May gusto ka saken?"
Karylle: *laughs* "Eh, kung sabihin kong oo?"
Vice: *laughs*
Karylle: "Paunahan nalang tayong ma-awkwardan dito. Hindi ako aatras."
That "oo" was real, Vice. I like you...
*GGV*
Vice: "Pero ito ha. Ayoko kayong lokohin lahat kase bakla naman ako. Pero...
bakla ako pero mahal ko si Karylle. 'Di naman kailangan maging girlfriend
mo ang isang tao para ipakita mo ang pagmamahal mo. 'Di naman kailangan
ikasal at magtalik..."
I was broken. Napa-oo nalang ako sa kanya pero deep inside, basag na basag ako. I'm smiling pero sa likod non, umiiyak na ako. Bakit kailangan magkaganito? Pero, oo nga. Bakla nga pala siya. Kaya mabuti na rin na nilinaw niya ang lahat. It's good for me because he didn't let me fall for him more bago niya pa ako gisingin.
But the pain, I don't think how long this will last. Parang ganito yung naramdaman kong sakit when Dingdong left me hanging. I don't know why I'm feeling this pain again, hindi naman naging kami ni Vice. Well, another sleepless nights nanaman. Sigh...
-to be continued
Next: Honolulu
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I Don't Wanna Love You But I Do
FanfictionI Don't Wanna Love You But I Do is a fan fiction about Vice Ganda and Karylle trying not to fall for each other because of the reasons that their individual lives give. But in the end, how will they end up? Are they gonna keep their feelings to them...
