Don't Let Me Go (Sequel to 'I don't dare')

Chapter 11 - Reunited

Chapter 11

I stood outside his door, thinking of either to knock, throw the door open or just run away. The last suggestion sounded kind of tempting, but I knew I had to face him sooner or later, and I also knew that deep in my heart all I wanted to do was face him, hug him, kiss him and tell him how sorry I was for not believing him. How stupid I was and what a jerk I have been. Without knocking, I just pushed the doorhandle slowly down and opened the door and walked into Moalinns and Louis apartment. The long, big walls were painted white with different masterpieces of art hanging on them. A silent sound told me where he was at, and that sound was the TV. The sound of a lame show was on TV and I knew that Harry loved that show. He would always laugh at especially one guy, but when I came into the room and saw that the same guy Harry always laughed at was on TV, but no Harry laughing – I knew something was wrong. Either way he was really pissed, or he was asleep. I really do hope for the later alternative though. The back of the couch was facing me and I slowly, slowly walked around it, only to find that Harry wasn't even in the there. My thoughts wandered to where he might be at and I also understood that he might not even be near the aparment, maybe he is out parting with some girl? Maybe he moved on since he wrote that song?

”Aubrey...?”

As my hands stroked the material of the couch and I was about to release another flood of tears, a deep, husky voice called my name. My head snatched up and caught red, swollen eyes which were staring with a shocked expression at me. He was standing there, shirtless with sweatpants, looking more exhusted then ever. His perfect curles were everywhere around his head and he looked like shit compared to what he usually looks like. The sight of him made my troath go dry and my eyes to water. All I could do was to let two single tears stroll down my face and then I took of. I ran, ran as fast as I could into his arms. To have his arms around me again after a long, long week was the best feeling ever. Nothing could compare to this. Nothing. After a long, hard, tight hug, I just hung onto him and I burried my face into his chest.

”Baby, what are you doing here?” his voice was about to crack, just like he was relieved, and just like he thought this was a dream.

”I heard your song” I sniffled into his chest and I held onto him like I've never done before.

”Which one?” he asked and my heart stopped.

Wait what?

Did he write more than one?

I pushed my head up so I could meet his eyes and all he did was to smile a beautiful smile to me. I just stared at him in awe and wonder. How on earth did I break up with him? How on earth did I even think of throwing him out of my life? This perfect guy is just standing here and waiting for me to take him back, and what do I do? I told his best friend to pick up his stuff so I didn't have to face him. What a loser I was.

But, not anymore.

”Don't let me go” I answered and he nodded, while a single tear stroke his cheek. I stared at him, determinded to never leave his side again.

”I'm so, so sorry Harry” the hug became even tighter and we just rocked back and forward. Right now I realized a couple of things:

Don't take your boyfriend/fiance/husband for granted. You need them more than you will realize.

Don't trust people over them, these people can be enemies that's just trying to destroy your lifes.

If you really love them, hold onto them no matter what.

”Aubrey? Can I kiss you?” these words made my heart flutter just like my new crush just had spoken to me, my heart went warm and the edge of my lips turned up into a bright smile.

Oh how I missed him.

Instead of answering him, I just pressed my lips firmly to his as I was to tell him how much I really loved him, how much I really missed him and how I was never letting him go.

Harry?

I won't let you go.