Chapter 4
“I still miss you so much”
“but I miss you even more” It was the same story every night, and even though I miss Harry like nothing else, I just feel sick of going through the same conversation every night. Seriously, all we tell each other is how much we miss each other and how is that helping us to not miss each other? Yes, correctly – NOTHING.
“Harry, maybe we should stop calling each other?” I suggested as I popped in another popcorn in my mouth. His face turned pale at my words, and his whole body stiffened. He swallowed a couple of times before he said anything.
“What is that suppose to mean?” I heard in his voice that I was breaking his heart a bit. Just like I was beginning to crack it up.
“I mean... all we do is say how much we miss each other, and that doesn’t really help me to get through the day. You know what I’m saying?” I tried to make him understand, but it was hard.
“So we should stop calling each other because we miss each other too much?” He was hurt. Yep, I heard it. He was very hurt and frustrated.
“I’m only thinking of our bests Harry! There is freaking 40 days left until I get to see you again! I can’t stand this anymore” I sighed and I didn’t even dare to look at his face on the computer screen.
“Perrie came to visit Zayn the other day” I know she did. He had already told me this fifty times and tried to convince me to do the same thing, but I can’t. This wedding plans are keeping me too busy.
“Harry, I know she did, but I can’t I already told you...” he sighed.
“I know. She told me what you were up to” this got me a bit suspicious. He knew what I was up to right? I’m doing nothing but planning our wedding.
“Harry, you know what I’m up to.”
“She told me you are seeing Jason” I heard the jealously through his voice and I almost facepalmed.
“There’s absolutley nothing going on between me and Jason. He was only kind enough to help me out. He was free for the day, so he helped me. Nothing more, that’s just it. It’s you I’m marrying right?” I said and I was a bit tired of this talk. He’s always jealous of someone. I can’t be alone with any male friend without him questioning it.
“It’s not that. It’s just that... I should be doing what he’s doing” he said it so quietly. So nicly, so carefully I wanted to cry. He felt bad. He felt bad because he wasn’t helping me out to our wedding.
“Aw, honey, don’t be sad” I said and hugged my computer because I wanted to hug him so bad. When I released the computer I saw that a small tear escaped his right eye.
“I miss you so freaking much Aubrey. I’m even thinking of ditching this and going home” he looked away from the screen and I knew that he did that because he doesn’t like me to see him cry. He doesn’t like to show himself weak.
“Baby. Stay strong. I may not be there, but in two months, we will be together forever. And I love you so mu-“
“don’t say that. It makes this feeling even worse” I felt my tears almost rolling over the edge as I saw that he was crying even more now.
“okay. I guess I’ll talk to you later baby?” I asked and he shook his head furiously.
“No, don’t go. Can’t we fall asleep together?” He was so cute I wanted to die.
“Of course. I love you”
“I love you too”
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Don't Let Me Go (Sequel to 'I don't dare')
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