Don't Let Me Go (Sequel to 'I don't dare')

Chapter 9 - Getting Frustrated

Chapter 9

HARRY'S POV

I don't understand.

What picture?

Who took a picture of me and Selena kissing?

Because that guy or girl must be freaking talented because I haven't even met Selena in two years. She is a great friend, but I haven't met her in a really long time, and me cheating – that's bullshit. Never would I have done that to anyone, and especially not Aubrey. I might have been a player in high school but I will never go over the limit where I would cheat on someone. That's just disrespectful. But the worst thing is not that it all was a lie, but that she actually thought that I would do such a thing.

It has been a week since she pushed me through the door and locked it. It's been a week of laying on Louis couch doing absolutely nothing. I've been here, crying, screaming, shouting at Louis for nothing and I've been absolutely miserable. Louis and his girl Moalinn now live together and I know that I shouldn't be acting this way, but I have to. My life is turned upside down and honestly I don't care about anything anymore. Aubrey won't talk to me, then I don't see a reason to live. Sure, my fans are out there supporting me to 100% but, Aubrey comes first. In everything. I was imagining a life with her, kids, a big house somewhere and just a happy life with her. But then some douche – called Jason – showed her a fake picture of me and Selena kissing. I have to talk to Jason about this. I searched up his number and dialed it fast as I could.

“Yeah, what's up?” I heard on the other line.

“What the fuck have you done?” I said it in a calm tone, but you could also tell that I was a bit furious.

“She threw you out right?” I clenched my jaw while my hands formed fists. I will kill that guy one beautiful day.

“Yeah, and now we're not getting married all because of you. I understand that you like her and all that shit, but really? I never thought that even you would go that low!” I yelled at him through the phone.

“Maybe I'm just doing her a favor. We all know that celebrities cheat sooner or later anyway” he said it like it wasn't a big deal, and that was also the thing that made me even more furious! He acted like this was something he did once in a while, destroy a relationship! Not just any relationship, but one with me and Aubrey! We have – or had – what many is searching so deeply for. We had true love. True love is something so unique and valuable, it can't be crushed or deleted. It must live forever, and this guy – this freaking guy – destroyed it. He freaking destroyed it. Imma kill him.

“I would never, and I tell you never, cheat on Aubrey” I took a deep breath before I continued: “I tell you, she won't answer my calls, texts or open the door so you are my only chance. I want you to tell her the truth” I tried to stay calm, but it was hard.

“Fuck no! She'll hate me!” he said.

“Well what did you think when you showed her a fakepicture of me and another person kissing?! Did you think she would be thrilled to see me? She hates me now! One day she will know the truth and dear enemy, you'll be dead meat by that day. Just go and tell her and do the right thing!” I yelled through the microphone of the phone.

“No. You can tell her yourself” there was a little pause. “oh, wait no. You can't. Too bad Harry. Too bad” I couldn't take it anymore. I took my phone and threw it as hard as I could in the wall. I will kill that man one day. He doesn't even understand what he has done! Freaking idiot.

Aubrey's POV

That was the last item that belonged to Harry. I looked at the boxes around me. It had taken me 3 days, two hundered million tears, 50 frustrating screams, 10 fistslams in the wall and about 80 cookies to take me through packing his things. Everything in this apartment reminded me of him. There's not a second going by without me seing the panic in his eyes when he realized what was about to happen. One week. One freaking week without Harry. And it's been the worst week of my life.

But imagine to have the love of your life, you've been fighting for him since you've been in middleschool. Then when you finally get him, you live happily with him for years before he goes of on tour and then he decides that you are not as valuable as he thought you were and he goes behind your back with another woman. It breaks my heart just to think of him.

I need a cookie.

Tomorrow it's five days until I would be married. I had been looking forward to that day for a year now. I can't believe it just got canceled like that. But, I can't marry a man who has been cheating on me. I just can't live with this! I know that he went behind my back, but I still know that what we had was true love. We were truly in love with each other and as stupid as it sounds, I still love him. Above everything on this earth. But I can't forgive him. Not this time.

There was a knock on the door. He was here again.

“Aubrey, it's me – Louis” somehow I did want it to be Harry. I wanted him to back here once again, begging on his knees for me again. I don't really know why, but I was a bit dissapointed that it was Louis.

“Come in” I welcomed him when I opened the door. He entered and gave me a warm smile, but in return I just pretended that I didn't see it.

“I see you've packed all his things” he stated and I just shrugged.

“Yeah, I was wondering if you could take them up for me? I don't think I'm ready to see him yet...” Louis just exhaled and stared into my eyes, and I knew what was coming now. I've heard it about ten times already.

“Aubrey. I know that you don't believe him when he says that he didn't do it, but trust me – just give him a chance and it will be worth it!” after telling me this for the eleventh time, I understand if he is frustrated, but I just can't give Harry another chance. He had a chance with me and that was when we were a couple. He destroyed his chance and that's it.

“Louis, I've already heard it, would you just grab his things and go?” Even Louis pissed me of by now. This is not good. Louis shot me a irritated look before he said some words that made my whole body freeze.

“You know how he's been living on my couch the latest week? Do you know that he almost haven't been eating anything? Do you know how he have been screaming in frustration? Do you know how he begged Jason to tell you the truth because you wouldn't let him? You might want to think of that before you forget all about him” he had a burning gaze at me.

“Louis this could all be lies! Why would you tell me the truth!” I yelled at him.

“Because I am your friend! I am telling you this for your best Aubrey! Don't come here and say that you trust Jason better then me because you really shouldn't.” he gave me a disgusted look as he made himself ready to leave.

“I don't care anymore okay?! I don't want anything to do with you, Harry or the whole One Direction – shit I'm done with you are your so called 'friends'! I'm done with you! All you do is make my life miserable! I hate you and I want you out of my life, just leave!!!” I yelled at him and pushed him out of the door just like I did with Harry one week ago. It's beginning to be a bad habit.