Falling ; m.yg

Chapter 2

Yoongi Pov

"Suga please stop. I'm not a toy! Im not for a one to use! Suga let me go! I actually thought I could trust you! I actually thought you were my friend" She screams. She walks but I grabbed her

"Let me go!" She yells. I held tighter. Tears started to be build. "I can't even believe I ever was your friend!" She screams again.

"I'm sorry! I don't know it was going to be like that! I never meant to do it! I didn't mean to lie please! Mianhe!" I say.

"I was always your friend! I forgot of what he had said. Ever since I started to hang with you, I just wanted to be you friend." I said. "Just let me explain." I say

After I look up she just vanished.

I felt hot and sweaty. I felt I couldn't breathe. The air was stuffy. I couldn't-

*End of Dream*

I woke up sweaty. I ran to the bathroom and looked at myself. I was much paler than I used to be. I looked around for the pills. Shit! Where are they?!? I scowl to myself.

After what falls like years I found them.I pop in one and drank the tap. I felt calm again.

I thought about the dream. This girl is killing me. I need to get her off of my mind. I need to. No you need her. My brain tells me.

No I don't! I argue. It's hurting me bad. No matter how much I hurt her, it's not any good. She doesn't remember me anyways.

She only remembers Suga. Because Suga was her friend, Suga talked to her, because Suga was nice to her. Because he used her, because Suga was her only friend.

All these thoughts were all in my head. It all bubbled in it. I hate these feelings. But now Suga is gone. Suga is replaced My head told me. Suga is replaced my Min YoonGi.

The whole schools Kingka. But that doesn't matter. My target is Park Hyemi. If she doesnt remember me, I'll make her remember.

This senior year it's all going to change. A light bulb sparked in my head.

I rummaged through my drawers. I found my very old scrapbook. It read Suga's and Hyemi Memories. It showed things from childhood to our last picture together. Junior year, it read.Thats when things start to crumble.

*Flashback*

"Hyeeemmi!" I sing-songed. "Aish Suga where are you?" She says. "C'mon come find me!" I say. "You are so childish sometimes." She huffs.

I saw her. I was hiding behind a tree. "Hey what's this?" She questions. It was a piece of paper. Oh shit! I shuffle around to find that paper my dongsaeng gave me but it was no longer there.

She read aloud "Hey Hyung. I wonder if you can bring Hyemi over at my house :) Since you told me all about her. You can stop spying for my now. Since all I know is here with me.Thanks hyung."

I come from hiding. My head hung low and looking at her. "Suga? What is this?" She asks a hint of anger in her voice.

"I'll explain-"

"No don't I don't even want to hear it." She says coldly.

"No please don't go. I can explain." I say. I grabbed her wrist to prevent her from going.

"You can stop spying? So you're using me?" She asks reading that line again. "I thought you were my friend,Suga!" She says.

"I-I didn't mean it. I had forgot all about that. Ever sense I've gotten close to you I-" She cuts me off.

"Yeah so you became my friend right? I've been trusting and telling you things I've never told anyone. And yet you spill my business to someone else I don't even know!"

"Look I-

"Suga please stop. I'm not a toy! I'm not for a one to use! Suga let me go! I actually thought I could trust you! I actually thought you were my friend" She screams. She walks but I grabbed her

"Let me go!" She yells. I held tighter. Tears started to be build. "I can't even believe I ever was your friend!" She screams again.

"I'm sorry! I don't know it was going to be like that! I never meant to do it! I didn't mean to lie please! Mianhe!" I say.

"I was always your friend! I forgot of what he had said. Ever since I started to hang with you, I just wanted to be you friend." I said. "Just let me explain." I say.

"No goodbye, Suga."

*End Of Flashback*

Then she transferred to the school we both go to now. I've dyed my hair blue and started wearing my contacts more often.

I looked through the pictures we both had. I remember my dark brown hair. I fluff up my hair a lil just to see a picture of us when she turned 15.

She had cake all over her and I. I found a picture of the both of us. She had her nose scrunched up and was wearing a bikini with a huge shirt on her. I was there standing like a dork.

Good times. I glance at the clock, 6:03 it read. I got up and took a shower. I got out and threw my uniform on.

I towel dried my hair and left the house.

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Another chapter I'm very happy with myself.

See you guys next update
~ -babycak